I feel great today!  I just saw my next door neighbor step out onto his front porch and test out a water gun on the neighborhood Chocolate Lab.  I'm on Day 3 of "60 Days of NO Contact With the Ex."  I would have been further along in this journey had I not needed David to give me back my damn Oakleys...  Anyway that is passed, and I didn't cry when ( Read more... )

Today I was looking at my Health instructor thinking he was hot.  Well, he's like 40-something I'm sure, but he DOES have a hot body...  Plus he ran a mile and half faster than me, and I was totally impressed ( Read more... )

Time was really flying by for a while there, but now it seems as though each and every day drags on for an eternity.  I keep waking up wondering, "Will this be the day I get over David?"  I mean, I don't waste my time crying about the breakup anymore, but I'm in this stoic haze all day everyday.  I enjoy my time alone, I enjoy my time with my ( Read more... )

Fuck, I'm TIRED!  Went out to a party last night after about 3 years of not going out to those kinds of events, and I just can't hang with the kids anymore.  I will talk more about my funny experience when I get home from work.

My kitty Moby is feeling a little crazy, I know, because he just made a slight attempt to nibble my elbow.  I'm feeling a little crazy too, though.  I just spent a couple years trying to find somebody, and today I finally found him!  He was somebody I considered a good friend of mine through high school, but we went our separate ways afterwards, ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to visit Ed.  It's been some years since we've hung out, because after all the drama with his (now) ex-girlfriend and our group of friends (not my friends anymore), we just lost touch and had too many things between us to make the effort worthwhile.  But now we are each individuals living lives separate from all the things that once ( Read more... )

Ran a mile and played some kickball today.  I rock.  I feel GREAT!  I think I will clean my bathroom and wash my car today, but I should probably go get a bite to eat first.  I guess it will be LongHorn for lunch (usually what I have everyday), because there is no food at my house that seems healthy.  Shopping later today, so I need to make sure I ( Read more... )

I got dumped.  I spent ALL day yesterday crying so hard it hurt.  I thought I would throw up sometimes, because my body was just consumed with so many emotions from what was happening.  David said he needs a "new start," that he would like to be with somebody with whom he doesn't have a past.  So sad that he was focusing on the sad parts of our ( Read more... )

Just when things start looking good...  I mean, better than good.  They were looking awesome.  I cleaned my act up a little bit to do my share of compromise and trying to be a person more suitable for his needs, but all my efforts seem to be worthless.  Last night an uncomfortable phone call let me know that he doesn't know what he wants anymore.  ( Read more... )

I totally dominated the dodgeball court today.  Just wanted everyone to know that.  Hopefully, we'll be playing again soon.