I could be mean ( Read more... )

It took so long to say.
You walked away from me, when I need you.
Wake up, I'm pounding on the door,
I'm not the man I was before.
Where the hell are you, when I need you?
Wake up, I'm pounding on the door,
I won't hurt you anymore.
Where the hell are you, when I need you?
      It's 11:50, there was a knocking at the door, I figured it was ( Read more... )

These memories, they seem so long ago.
What's become of them?
When you feel like me,
I want you to know...
Don't cry, you're not alone.
Don't cry tonight, my baby.
Don't cry, you'll always be loved.
Don't cry tonight, sweet baby.
Today I dreamed,
of friends I had before.
And I wonder why,
the ones who care don't call anymore.
      So yeah, last ( Read more... )

She's watching wrestling,
Creaming over tough guys.
Listening to rap-metal,
turntables in her eyes.
It's like a bad movie,
she's looking groovy.
If you were me then you'd be,
screaming "Someone shoot me."
      What do you think? To quote The Gingerbread Man in Shrek, "Eat me"... Ooh, all this anger, bad for the karma darling. Get a grip ok? ( Read more... )

I got nothing to say ( Read more... )

You love the things, I say I'll do.
The way I hurt myself again,
just to get back at you.
You take away, if I give in.
My life, my pride, is broken.

You'd like to think you're never wrong.
You have to act like you're someone.
You want someone to hurt like you.
You want to share what you've been through.
      So aagain, I update almost a month ( Read more... )

I dream of rain.
I dream of gardens in the desert sand.
I wake in pain.
I dream of love, as time runs through my hands.
I dream of fire.
These dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire.
And in the flames,
Her shadows play in the shape of a mans desire.
      Once again, I haven't updated in nearly a month, so it's about time I did. I've ( Read more... )

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end.
      Where to begin.... let's start with the biggest, most time-consuming aspect of my life; work. I hate my job. I hate it with every ( Read more... )

One; You're like a dream come true.
Two; Just wanna be with you.
Three; 'Cause it's plain to see that you're the only one for me
Four; Repeat steps one through three
Five; Make you fall in love with me.
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start back at one.

I'm not exactly ready to be updating, 'cause other than Farah, Nabiha, Zahra ( Read more... )

I'll miss the winter.
A world of fragile things.
Look for me in the white forest.
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me).
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears.
      Well what did I tell you? He fell asleep, he always falls asleep. You all want to know somehting that's sad? My mom knows the 1 year anniversary of this journal. Bow ( Read more... )