I am a little bit of lonliness,
a little bit of disregard,
a handful of complaints.
But I can't help the fact,
that everyone can see these scars.
      I bought my prom tickets yesterday. For $75, it better be worth it. I'm not really all that excited, and I think that's because of Andrew. He won't get excited about it, he's way to busy ( Read more... )

I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there.
I've become so tired,
So much more aware.
I'm becoming this.
All I want to do,
is be more like me
and be less like you.
      Sitting around and waiting sucks. I've got an hour to wait until hockey is over and then I can go out to the movies. Other than that, not much is up. Today was Rob's last day ( Read more... )

I don't know what's worth fighting for,
or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate,
and say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way,
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
tonight.
      This is fun. I would first like to point out in response to Cam's post, that I was not drunk, and perhaps if he hadn't spent ( Read more... )

He pauses shaving,
and he tells himself that he is the bomb.
She has her curlers set,
her credit cards are paying the funds.
He's not that old, I've been told
a strong sexual goal.
He goes out every day,
she goes out every way. Oh yeah.

Well, the website is *mostly* done. I have tweaking to do I guess. I really don't feel like it though. ( Read more... )

Everyone's got to face down their demons.
Maybe today, you could put the past away.
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend.
You could, cut ties with all the lies
that you've been living in.
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand.

It's been a hectic little bit lately, so I haven't had the chance to sit down and ( Read more... )

I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face ( Read more... )

When they say, you're not that strong,
You're not that weak.
It's not your fault.
And when you climb, up to your hill.
Up to your place,
I hope you're well.
       Well, in Data Management... We wrote the test yesterday, and now there isn't really anything to do, it's the last day before March Break begins, and no one really wants to work. I ( Read more... )

Today we carry each other.
Today we do what we should.
Today is the time for forgiving.
Today I wish I could.
I'm sorry I can't lie.
I've wasted too much time
Drowning. I've been blind.
But I've opened up my eyes.

Well, I have to leave in about 10 minutes for work. I really don't want to go. There are very few people I want to see there ( Read more... )

      Well Vikki's mom told Vikki she can't go out because the roads suck. That really blows... So I'm stuck here. Maybe Mom still wants to go to Chapters... That would really rock my socks...

I remember feeling low,
I remember losing hope.
And I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped.
We are, we are all innocent.
We are all inoocent.
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent.
We are all innocent.
We are, we are.

Hmmm, new and interesting in Courtney's world? Is there ever anything? Tonight I'm going to go see ( Read more... )