its been a long fucking time since ive typed in this journal but i guess im going to now haha. things are going pretty well with everything. the band is doing extremely well, and i think im doing pretty good. though i have a crush on someone now, and well i dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing.shes really cool, and shes everything you could ( Read more... )

oh yeahh.this weekend was fun. thursday was warrens memorial service, that wasnt so fun, and im sure he was laughing at us because he got us all to go to a church. afterwards cody and i went over to ryans where we partied it up.there was beer,evan and fighting cock or someshit. i made out with some chick named jen haha.  went to the rainbow room ( Read more... )

as i was working today i had to run back to the shop and pick up some material for a job we were working on. (2x3's) i noticed i had a missed call on my phone, it was cody.i called him back, and i was told some really bad news.one of my old friends shot himself over this weekend. i knew him since 9th grade when he was in 10th and had moved from ( Read more... )

things have been going pretty good i guess. i got a new accoustic guitar, and my tattoo touched up.we got more band equipment. a 14 channel mixer, a head unit,speakers (peavey pr15's), its a pretty bad ass set up now. and such and are going to be playing a show on halloween. yay. ive been pretty busy lately between work and band practice. all i ( Read more... )

went to the gay bar. yeah. it was cool, until i was so fucked up i didnt know what was going on. i felt really bad for jessi beings she dont drink and such.i apologized and everything.i cant begin to explain how bad i felt about the whole thing. i really think somebody slipped me something.apparently i was in the bathroom for like 15 mins with 2 ( Read more... )

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i was looking forward to working today, and then my bro said he was sick so i was stuck watching him. i decided to clean up the band room, organize it a little bit and pick up my room and sort my clothes. our septic tank is fucked up right now so any time i want to do laundry i have to go to the laundromat,surrounded by a bunch of mexicans. i have ( Read more... )

i really dont know all what to say. the last 3 weeks have been the shittiest 3 weeks of my life. first it started off with my car. it ended up in a 2 foot and a 1/2 puddle. water got in my car and shit.ive been through 3 starters, now its at the dealership. then adam left for college for a year. and im no longer with jay anymore. things really ( Read more... )

for the longest time now weeks/months have just been going by so fast. its almost been a year since the hurricanes, and it seems like that shit just happened not too long ago.i look back at how much i hated school, and now i totally miss it. people always use to tell me, you're going to miss school, and i never believed them. i'm still trying to ( Read more... )

Last night was a weird night. I guess you can say I learned alot of things. I'm over the whole drug thing. I found myself, and who I really am, and I dont need drugs to run my life or to make me feel complete. I'm happy where I am, and I am happy that I found Jay. I decided I'm going to go back to college soon. I may take one class at a time for ( Read more... )