Comments | courtzzz: i somehow find

courtzzz

i somehow find

Jan 12, 2005 20:01

you know its funny how you can think you know everything about a person and then you realize that everything youve known hasnt been true at all. the hardest part is figuring out if its you thats been fake or if its me. holes gettin pretty big hearts gettin pretty empty. come back ok? i miss you.

you and i collide

Comments 5

courtzzz January 13 2005, 02:50:29 UTC

you said you were gonna comment

anonymous January 13 2005, 03:55:39 UTC

all you have known about me has be true and im sorry if you have thought i have been fake and i wish you didnt think that because i like you so much and i just want to be with you all the time and every second of the day and i wish there was a way we could do that and i wanna come back i wanna be the person who you liked so much when we first started dating and im going to come back

I LOVE YOU COURTNEY ELIZABETH BLUE

courtzzz January 13 2005, 13:59:33 UTC

silly boy. its not about you.

but i like you too : )

im missing your laugh how did it break? anonymous January 13 2005, 16:00:31 UTC

i love you

i dont know if its me, but im putting this out there anyway

if it wasnt for me then sorry i stepped in... but if so...

you know im empty too... trying to find yourself is hard when you dont know where to look. i had you once, but messed that up completely. im different now, i think, for the better.

i never used to cry... remember that? now i cant remember a week in the past months when i havent cried myself to sleep.

there's no replacement for you. and i think thats partially because there's no one else in the world like you, part because no one could take your place no matter how hard they tried, but i think its mostly because i didnt want anyone to take your place in hope that someday you would...take your place... once again... in case you didnt get that.

well im out in the open here. vulnerable as hell. once again im sorry if all of this was not meant for me... but now you know.

i feel like i should be apoligizing...
so im sorry

Re: im missing your laugh how did it break? courtzzz January 13 2005, 19:11:16 UTC

thanks for bleeding just then. hahahahahahha. dude yes i am. i am so freakin funny its unbelivable. yeah so i guess its just kinda about everyone who thinks it might be about them bcuz everyones kinda gone. even family. i used ot like car about livejournal and like write for people and like get comments but now its just kinda like...the stuff im annoyed with that i can say without hurting anyones feelings you know. yeah so. thanks.

hahahah weekly buzz. dude im like just saying that its not for anyone else anymore and youre like drama haaaaaa. and then im like. i dont really care about everyone else im doing it for me and youre like...you think youre the woman of mystery. dude. everybodys got me all wrong. always. hate that. not you or you or whatever. just that. BLAH

love you too! : ) (that wasnt sarcastic it might have sounded that way bcuz of whatever but haha nope)