today was the last day of school before a 4 day weekend...YAY!!!!...well i actually had a fucking great day today...i was so happy and hyper all day long...well that is until i missed my bus and had to call my dad to come get me...and of course he had to start bitching...but ohwell i went and hungout with my friend caitlin...i havent seen her in a ( Read more... )

ok well today went ok during school and stuff..and i was actually happy almost all day long...which is a new one for me....i wasnt sad one time...until now :(....i went to church and found out some things about a certain person that i kinda didnt want to know...but i am DEF. glad that i found out when i did...so i made up some lie to leave...ya i ( Read more... )

ok well i actually went to school today...it was ok i guess...just boring...but hey its school....but ya man i have got alot of changing to do...i have come to the conclusion that i have to quit everything im doing...i cant smoke anymore and i cant drink anymore....i dont want to be the way i am anymore...the weed has changed me...its made me a ( Read more... )

ok well for the rest of the day i just sat around and listened to my parents scream at me...and i sat on my fat ass and watched movies...damn i cant stand doing that shit...i hate fucking sitting here with nothing to do...it drives me up the wall...this day was shit....damn..im pissed...i fucking hated today...i mean ya i got to spend time with my ( Read more... )

well today is sunday..i was supposed to go to the beatch with jesse jimmy and josh but i couldnt because i was taking to long...because my mom was making me wait to ask my dad....how gay is that...but ohwell...im just sitting here now bored with nothing at all to do...and i hate it i cant just sit in one place i like to do things and go places this ( Read more... )

ok well today i went with jesse and this kid named dave to jimmys house where we made copies of thier flyers...then alot morw people came over and i didnt know who the fuck they were...so i was completely quiet the whole time which is totally not me...as mary prolly knows...lol...but ya i got to watch them all jam and shit...it was great...i love ( Read more... )

ok today i was soooooooooooooo off the wall hyper...and i dont know why...i just wouldnt stop laughing and talking....i was just acting a fool man...but thats ok it was fun...and people kept giving me funny looks...but hey i dont care...well anyways...i made an attempt to write a song its not all that great and i dont even know what to call it but ( Read more... )

ok well today was ok i guess...but for some reason i just couldnt stop crying...i think it was because i drank too much last night and when i drink too much i always get depressed the day after...but thats ok im fine now....i was just tired all day long...which really sucked because none of my teachers would let me sleep...DAMN THEM ALL!!!!!!i ( Read more... )

well this weekend was great....ispent the weekend with mary and friday we chilled with jesse...then saturda we went to the super joint ritual show....that shit was crazy....the pit was right next to the bar...what kind of shit is that....ok then sunday i went and saw this kick ass band called axiomatic...they were fucking awsome....but there was a ( Read more... )

well....today wasnt a bad day and it wasnt a good day...it was decent i guess...much better than most...i went to school and had to deal with annoying teachers but for some reason they just didnt seem to bother me today...IT WAS GREAT!!! and i came home and got on the computer so i guess my day didnt consist of anything too interesting...but i do ( Read more... )