Leia, you are amazing. You are utterly beautiful and brilliant and what you have expressed is beautiful to me as well. Whats impressive for myself is that I can actually read and truly understand what you are saying. I'd been, up until recently, very much stuck in a rut due to the infamous break-up. It took nine months for me to heal, for me to finally let go. And sure its sad in a sense, but its freeing as well. Freeing in the sense of allowing myself happiness again, because I had for so long felt it would be wrong of me to be happy without her. I learned a lot from my relationship with Ali, and I can now allow the old wound to become a patch of scar tissue, the first of what may be many more to come, upon my heart. And I am content with this, because I no longer wish to restrict my own personal growing process. You are the three I's, my dear: intelligent, insightful, and inspirational.
hey leia...wow that was really deep. i read the part about crew and i was expecting stuff like that throughout the entry but i was wrong. alota that was really inspiring and thats cool that youre able to put your thoughts on paper like that. i really enjoyed reading it.
on a different note...are you not on school vaca right now?? anddd sorry i cant hang out w/u and the guys tonightttt i have the worst case of PMS anyways i dont think you guys would wanna deal w/me haha =) see ya on tuesdayyyyy
We DEFINITELY just need to hang out and talk our philosophical asses off sometime soon. Preferably in the middle of a pond at night under the stars -- and hopefully of happier things.
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sounds like you've been thinking.
I remember that day in the flashback well. Things do change, it's kind of sad you'll never be in the sma emoment twice.
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Whats impressive for myself is that I can actually read and truly understand what you are saying. I'd been, up until recently, very much stuck in a rut due to the infamous break-up. It took nine months for me to heal, for me to finally let go. And sure its sad in a sense, but its freeing as well. Freeing in the sense of allowing myself happiness again, because I had for so long felt it would be wrong of me to be happy without her. I learned a lot from my relationship with Ali, and I can now allow the old wound to become a patch of scar tissue, the first of what may be many more to come, upon my heart. And I am content with this, because I no longer wish to restrict my own personal growing process.
You are the three I's, my dear: intelligent, insightful, and inspirational.
Love,
Lauren.
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on a different note...are you not on school vaca right now?? anddd sorry i cant hang out w/u and the guys tonightttt i have the worst case of PMS anyways i dont think you guys would wanna deal w/me haha =) see ya on tuesdayyyyy
much love<33
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