So apparently, I was in a relationship recently and didn't even know it. I even got dumped without knowing!! Holy crap, hahahaha, this is some good shit.

I had to fly back to Minneapolis on the 2nd.  God, it was soooo tough getting off the airplane to come back here.  I was back in Jersey for about ten days and although I had an amazing time being back, I am not sure if spending so much time back home was overall good for me.  All it did was make me more homesick and make me wonder just how much I ( Read more... )

Not to get too philosophical on you or anything, but I think most people spend their entire lives “searching for themselves.” I would not beat yourself up about taking so long to finally realize your identity. Although I am much better off now than four years ago in terms of what I expect from myself, I still have a lot of work to do. People ( Read more... )

You know what is really funny? Really funny is when you go and tell someone that you really care about that they need to learn how to better care for their own needs and to only do what makes them happy...and then they go and hang out with someone else all the time rather than you!!

Well, it is the beginning of a new year, at least in the Christian calendar. I think we still have another month or two before the people in the East bring in their new year. It is amazing to think that just a year ago, I was living in another country, traveling around the Iberian peninsula with two friends of mine. This is the time of the year ( Read more... )

Okay, I *do* know what I want. I want a Father Figure. For once, I'd like to be with someone who provides me comfort and security instead of me always having to indulgence their sorry asses. I spend practically all of my interpersonal relationships just listening to other people's problems and telling them that everything is going to be alright ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking exhausted so I will just make this quick. Things that annoy me ( Read more... )

Four months already, whew. I really do have to be honest with myself - Minneapolis is really not that bad. I have to acknowledge what the real problem is. I will be dissatisfied no matter where I go in the world. I was unhappy in Hoboken, unhappy in Sydney, unhappy in Fairfax, unhappy in Dearborn, unhappy in Zaragoza, and now, unhappy in ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I should be trying to get my bearings because I still cannot believe where life has taken me at this point. I know that it may seem like I complain a lot, but people have to realize that we tend to write more when we are upset - that is what using the written word as a catharsis is all about ( Read more... )

I have already commented numerous times upon the amount of rampant racism I witness here in the Twin Cities. I have been here over three months already and still have not come to terms yet with how "backwards" I find some of the thinking here to be. This is supposed to be a *city* for chrissake, a Progressive City, at least, that is what people ( Read more... )