filed under: shit i make during term break

[covivencia]

i'm bored out of my wits. there is nothing to do. i'm still on the look out for short-term jobs that i could focus on instead of wallowing in boredom and sadness. anyway ...



i don't know how i've managed to resort to this, but i'm bored so i'll put this out here anyway. i have nothing better to do, and i've been practicing on how to write stuff about myself. so here it goes.

• i live for like cups of hot or cold chocolate. i don't know how it began, or whatever the proper reason is. but whenever i'm having a bad day, i always resort to inhaling a cup or two and i instantly feel comforted.

• i'm a momentary resentful person, and it's the one trait i use on people when they get cross with me. i'm not proud of it, but i can't get rid of it as well. it's just is.

• my attention span is as almost short as a goldfish's memory.

• i often remember people by their faces and not by their names, probably because i have slightly bad memory as well.

• i like to write and paint, but i'm pretty sure all the things i've made so far have mediocre splattered all over it. so much to learn, so little time and money.

• believe it or not, i've always wanted to sing on stage. or at least, be able to sing to an audience. and play an instrument along. but that'll have to remain a dream. the irony is in the fact that i hate the feat that comes with popularity, it brings so much restrictions im going to vomit just thinking about it.

• i like to eat, eat, eat. it's comforting, and fattening. but it makes me happy so, fuck it.

• i am the worst closet passive-aggressive person. recently, i've managed to control myself. but when push comes to shove, the bitch within me surfaces and i just rain on everyone's parade tbh.

• i like to make friends, but only keep a few ones. friends are very important to me.

• i am ... extremely ... emotional, ngl. it gets to the point of annoyance when i keep it bottled up for a while. i like being able to put thoughts out there, if no one actually listens, then at least i still got to say what i meant to say.

• i stare at the sky way too much, it reminds me of how amazing the universe and life is.

• i love the rain. i love gloomy weathers. i love the chill on the air. it's a weird trait, but it me.

• i love to read. but because i have the worst attention span, i get distracted more often than not.

• i think one of the most important things i have to do for the rest of life, is to make the people (i really like and care about) smile. and it easily gets mistaken as me trying hard to please others, but what do they know really.