if you only knew

[cow_idiot]

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The reason behind your tears

[anonymous]

I hate that I'm the reason behind you being upset and for cutting. I'm sorry that I'm too late. I need you in my life Joey. I need you more than you are willing to understand. Please don't cut me out of your life. I have always told you that no matter what happens between us that I'm always going to be here for you and it looks like right now is the time you need me the most. You're my best friend. You deserve happiness and much more. I appologize again that I am the reason you're upset. I wish that there was something I could do to make things better for you anything to make you smile. I'm sorry I'm too late. I love you so much. I just wish that there was some way that you could see that.

Always a reason for pain

[anonymous]

sometimes i wish you could see all the pain you cause...to many people. sometimes i just wish you could understand that not everyone will stand by yourside for long. sometimes i wish someone could have it in them to tell you how much you are wrong. then i think to myself why shouldnt i be that person. after so many lies are spoken it is hard to trust that person again, and it doesnt take just an i love you and im sorry baby to do it. i hate the way you hurt yourself with drugs and depression, but you deserve it. after you have done wrong you think that we will be ok right after that and all it takes is a simple sorry well no your wrong, sorry from you is just another word without meaning! were not okay, we were never ok, i wont take this anymore, its not fair to me. perhapes i should lie to you the way you do to me, perhapes i should just cheat on you the way you do me(oh wait...i already do! how does it feel? yeah...doesnt it just slap you in the face and make you wonder how you could miss the signs???) perhapes i should just tell

Re: Always a reason for pain

[cow_idiot]

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Re: Always a reason for pain

[cow_idiot]

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