i was at a best friend's wedding once and this girl sang this song that made me cry and i thought i knew about love.
but everything changes.  the big things i knew then aren't the same shapes anymore.  
i've broken all the midnight promises i made when i was fifteen.  
and the music that defined me just dredges up bad memories.
but life is a circle ( Read more... )

I went and I really shouldn't have gone.  God damn it.

BTW   if you conditioner doesn't say to leave it one for 2 to 5 minutes then you are just putting wax on your hair.  it will end up being worse than if you had used nothing.   just a fact, bitches.

 ugh.  the job i just got is so stupid.  i've only worked one weekend so far and i am going to quit tomorrow.  damn it starbucks, give me a job!!!!!!

 seriously.  what the fuck am i doing here? 

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 boo.

oh dear.  i am so manic/depressive.  it's almost funny half the time (har har har!). 

 It's so hard to be happy here.  It's near impossible to remain sober.  No one in my family cleans up after themselves, even when it would be really easy to do so.  And my horrible brother is so mean.  I can't understand how some people could have good relationships with their families.  It just seems like there's no way.  How is it that all of us ( Read more... )

 sometimes i have no self control.  none at all.  but maybe thats ok.  i think i am less afraid of life then i used to be.  but why am i still so scared of people getting too close to me?  it doesn't add up.  yeah, i've still got some work to do ( Read more... )