wow i haven't been on this for a while but now i'm back! and theres alot of shit that i need to get out so yea

"i cut myself today to see how much i bleed, its like adrinaline such a sudden rush for me"

Eminem

i cut today..........my mom flipped, we had to go to the hospital...32 stiches wow thats a lot of pain right? nope nothing to compared how i feel inside but i don't think anyone could understand that shit! i'm out

you know whats fucked up? when your friends stab you in the back, and just baskily blow you off for other people ....it's really fucked up when that person is your best-friend in the whole world. you know the good thing about being envolved in the Military is that it really gets your ready for anything, Including emotional Trama....which i'm so ( Read more... )

i'm not going to delete my livejournal for my own personal reasons, but ! i'm thinking about changeing something , not sure what though..........i have a myspace.......thats working out well with me also...nothing new , air force training is a bitch though, almost pulled somthing yesterday my trainer told me to slow down on the running but hey i ( Read more... )

Today Sucks ass.............no idea why it just does.....Sometimes i just hate people!

"Naked ( Read more... )

Soon this Journal will be deleted..........why? this was the old me i can't even relate to what i have written for the past 3 years....yes 3 years i've had this journal....and it seems to me that i've changed from that little desperete sucidel teen......to this more mature, out-going, goal-setting adult....when i decide what i wan't to write about ( Read more... )

whats up! been a long time but hey its been ok for now i mean everything is going good except with the fight with maria but i don't know it doesn't effect me that much anymore anyway i'm out peace!

33-10 win over the Eagles HOW BOUT THEM COWBOYS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

been busy ..........update later