why do i have to go everyday thinking about what has happened to me in past 6 months? i dont know bout any of u guys out there but ive never this depressed in my life. nothing seems to work. why i dont no. i try so hard. what did i ever do wrong to deserve it ( Read more... )

ive realized that im stupid for all the things ive done. why do i put my self threw it i dont no, i dont think anyone will ever know. i wish i could go back in time and start over, be with the someone that i should be. why do things happen the way they do? but i guess they do and u cant stop it.