for the little Icon picture thingy on the side LOL ( Read more... )

My bithdays soon y'all, (and my real one too lol)
So your all invited to the phatest and FATest pary your ever gonna see in your life, I promise it's gonna be tight.

But I was only updating Cuz X-Tina Demanded it ;)

I love y'all,
~Mer~

Here i Sit 12:57 am alone in my living room!

being single sucks.....

Just a little thought

Love Y'all
~Mer~

Hey y'all Just sittin here with Em, prayin that Lance comes out of this soon *sighs ( Read more... )

Hey guys, just got in about an hour ago from the Bahamas, it was beautiful, and boy do I have a great Tan now eh? I'm off to the hospital now to sit with Em, but I can't tell y'all how good it is to be home again, I missed everyone soooo much.

Love ya

~Mer~

I'm in Cancun right now shakin my bon bon with some Brazillian hotties, sorta makes you not want to come home..... but regaurdless I'll be back soon, I miss y'all ( Read more... )

Hey y'all.

Just thought i sould update my journal, and tell you guys I'm not dead!!!!! Alittle on the plastered side, but not dead tomorrow is valentines day damnit, and once again I'mm all by myselfffffff!!!!

oh well, heres to tonight huh

peace and vodka to all.

love yas

~Mer~

I am in desperate need of venting before i go throw myself off a cliff ( Read more... )

I can't do it, I'm sorry Dhani, please forgive me :( I just..... I can't marry you, as much as we have shared,

I will always love you,
But I am not in love with you.
I know this now,
I'm sorry please forgive me.

~Mer~

I just thought I should update and let y'all know I'm back now, I ran away for a bit, but then I realized you can't run from yourself, because well yeah........

Shout out to Everyone: Hey!
(I've so learned not to single ppl out then others get mad ;) )

Love yas,
~Mer~