Well, it's sunday. gonna go practice stuff with josh. bored. i quit ben's band. i need time to get things straight in my life. and once i'm done. i'll go back in! cause i really want to be in the band thingy with those guys. i've been home alone all day. everyone left somewhere once again without telling me. oh well. i'm used to it. i'm doing ( Read more... )

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i hate myself. i'm not too happy in my life right now. i feel very confused.i don't know what i'm used for. i don't know if i'm being used. i'm ALWAYS arguing with my parents. i'm always being told whats wrong with me. by ALOT of people. i can't convince myself that i'm better than all the crap i get told. i don't know what to do. i'm really ( Read more... )

well,...i really don't know how to start this off. Phrank came over yesterday! Woop! it made me happy. then a bunch of other friends stopped by it was Frank(icp frank),hector,albert,kevin, and my other neighbor. it was fun. then my mom came home and yelled at me for having physical contact with phrank. she thinks the only contact we should have is ( Read more... )

turns out. i'm sick. my tonsils are the size or golf balls! it's gross. i can't talk. it hurts. i didn't go to skool yesterday or today. all i've been doing is playing lucy. i learned some Yngwie Malmstein. it's fun. hehe, my little sister is watching pokemon with a constipated look on her face. i'm hungry. but i can't eat. it hurts. i'm hopefully ( Read more... )

i went to the mall today. with josh,lex and max. it was pretty awesome. i had fun. I'LL BURN THE PICTURES!!! NO ONE COULD STOP ME!!! i hate those pics. don't ask. i think i'm getting sick again. i don't want to. i got my belly button pierced today it's pretty. i have a total of 6 piercings. ONE MORE WEEK TILL X!!! WOOO! happiness! i'm sooo excited ( Read more... )

today has been chaotic. i woke up. cleaned. i was supposed to go to ben's house for practice buti got yelled at cause it was too far so i had to stay home. then i called phrank to tell him he could some over. and he's not here yet. he was supposed to be here at 1:00 and it's almost 2. i started watching CKY4 with my little brother but he got ( Read more... )

i like making art. it makes me happy. i get happy quickly but it doesn't last for long. athough i wish it would. LaLaLa ( Read more... )

today is a happy day! i've been in a happy mood today. i haven't had a day like this in awhile. Woop! A.J. colored my hair with a silver sharpie. i look like an old lady. Gah...i forgot to do my World History homework. my teacher is going to shoot me. i don't want to get shot. well, atleast not by him. today i have art. i get to play with glue and ( Read more... )

i hate:being confused ( Read more... )