hello, so i just got back from cali. it was fun, but im so annoyed with my step niece and nefiew. they are so freaking annoying, lol and they were crazy in disneyland. o well im home and thats all that matters. i saw kyle today, it was good. i figure im sick of trying to defign what we are, we just are what we are. of corse with time i hope he ( Read more... )

so i hung out with kyle last night. it was so hard not to hold his hand or kiss him and all that. i want to be with him so bad but i cant and it hurts so bad. i donno if i can be around him right now. its too hard to try and be friends when all i want is to kiss him and lay next to him. i think im just gonna take sometime to just get over the ( Read more... )

so me and kyle are going through a really hard time right now. he kinda wants to break up because he doesnt know if he can have this at this time in his life. he says he still likes me and all that and i really want us to work out. i have put everything into this relationship and i dont know what i will do if it just ends. i feel sick just thinking ( Read more... )

so i applied at like twelve places in arizona mills mall. lol including the hermit crab place, haha. they actually called back and offered me the job. i said no though, i wanna work in a clothes store, so i can use the discount. it would be good to get a job in the mall, its right by kyles house so that would be nice. i have a interview tomorrow at ( Read more... )

so i got my nails done with amanda. we got pedicures and then i also had my fake nails taken off and then just pain put on my real ones. i got HOT PINK. its pretty sexy, i like it. amandas are sexy too. she got purple with cool stars. so yea there you have it me and amanda have hot sexy feet and you dont...haha.

so i just need to do one more lab report and then i am DONE with schhool!!!!!! im so excited, i think ill do it tomorrow. its going to be a great summer. me and kyle are going to six flags around the 20th and then i wanna go again sometime before amanda leaves, and we wanna try and go to disney land. i really wanna go to mexico too. lol i hope i ( Read more... )

i cant wait till school is over! im so done with it! me and kyle are gonna take a little trip to 6 flags in a couple weeks, so that will be fun. i think im gonna get a season pass that way i can go a couple times before the end of the year. i also need to get a job over the summer...blah. i really dont want to, but outback will just be too slow, ( Read more... )

today was shit. i have had horrible cramps all day. i have a headach. i had to go to work. my mom decided to be a crazy psyco. i need to move out. i need a second job. i want to go to bed. well kyle is coming over soon, so good night all.

so me and kyle are official now :) im really happy about it, he is such a sweet guy. i really want you guys to meet him, we need to do an applebees night sometime soon. :) i miss you all!

lol so i have not updated in a while and when i do that i know ian gets upset so i thought i would write in here now. things have been good. i am still so overwelmed with school. i have been hanging out with this guy recently, hes alot of fun, were just seeing how things go right now. ummm other than that, i miss you all and love you!