The geese left today, and the view from my window suddenly a riot of yellow, orange, and red. I hate and love fall.

so... I'm seriously considering the peace corps when i'm done at grand valley. Maybe I feel the need for more spice in my life, but probably cuz i'm scared shitless of grad school. Anyway... for whatever motivation, it's a good thing to do right? Yeh, iknow. i'm insane. but you still love me!

Things are weird right now. My relationships are normal, well as normal as they get, but me personally, it's just weird. I feel not of my own being right now. I don't know, I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm just disoriented. Out-of-sorts. Hmm... Things are gonna start happening, I just have no idea what.

Grey's Anatomy has ripped my heart out. It has opened wide the flood gates of my soul, and there is no stopping the ensuing tidal wave. Holy shit I should not be alone tonight.

Wow, it has been wayyy too long. Sorry for all y'all who don't read this. Anways, love the new place, can't wait for the other girls to get here. I love listening the crickets and frogs and wind in the trees at night. Gorgeous! And of course the rain last night although now it's blowing and gross ( Read more... )

In highschool I was the good kid. The extreme good kid. I had the good kid aura. Yes ma'am, no sir. Please, thank you. No thanks, I don't smoke, or drink, or have sex. Obviously a few things have changed since I left highschool, and I like to think that I don't care what those people think about me. However, this is not completely true, because I ( Read more... )

Depressing news first: I didn't get the job. So I'll just have to keep looking ( Read more... )

Well, I've got an interview on Wednesday with Enterprise Funding Group. Official position:Documentation Staff. Probably an insanely boring job, but I don't have to have moral conflicts about my job, and it pays wayy better than Banana. But, I'm getting ahead of myself. I don't have the job yet. So pray for me, that whatever God wants will happen in ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really hate that part of being human is needing someone else. I hate that it makes me feel so damn weak.

"We're adults. When did this happen and how do we make it stop?" Greys ( Read more... )