blah, so i just got home from work.

i feel like all i do is go to work.drink.sleep.go to class.
it repeats over and over again.

and i'm soooooooooo sick of all of the hundreds of songs
i have on my computer.

so someone let me in on stuff i don't listen to.
(hint, i don't listen to a lot of different groups.)

maybe it's nap time.

i'm on my hour break.
i've already worked 6 of the 12 hours i will work today.
i'm hungry i mean horny i mean hungry.
i love this weather more than anything:
i get to wear scarves and hats!

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i know it makes sense.
i know you're doing what you have to do.
i know that you think it's best.

but i don't.

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so what does one do when they feel like shit and left work early?

yes that's right..play online.

so i made a new lj name:

itsabotoxsmile add me.

p.s.  someone hang out with me

just don't be mad if i don't want to do anything.

i have work in an hour.

one of my best friends growing up
died four years ago today.

i'm lonely.

i can't find my camera.

i can't eat.

i want a hug.

(i don't want to sound bitchy
but don't comment to say your sorry.
it really doesn't help.)

so i had work last night with heather ( Read more... )

bad:
hungover.
dizzy.
work.
didn't get tickets.

good:
work with heather.
nancy/meredith's party.
morrissey tickets didn't sell out yet.
doria roberts tomorrow (maybe.)

I want somebody who sees the pointlessness
and still keeps their purpose in mind
I want somebody who has a tortured soul
some of the time
I want somebody who will either put out for me
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why my day has turned into amazing ( Read more... )