I think having hope is a good thing. It can lead to disappointment, but it always gives you something to hope for and more energy. The more energy comes from not feeling like your life is over and that maybe something good career wise will happen to you ( Read more... )

...although that shouldn't come as a surprise because we hung out wit Bobby, Alex, and Kevin always a great time. We went to ASSSSCAT!!! which was enjoyable as usual. Then we hung out some more. It was awesome. It is probably one of the most memorable nights of my life. I had a really, really great night.

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...from June 12 to June 18th. It was great to see them and lots of fun for the most part. We started there visit out with lots of improv and shows at the UCB Theater. On Sat. June 13th we went to Cozi's graduation show and then another after that. THen ASSSSCAT!!! which was awesome. On Sunday we went to the UCB Theater for ASSSSCAT!!! at the usual ( Read more... )

I didn't get into the New Grad program at Glendale Adventist Medical Center. I don't know if I will ever get an RN job at a hospital, which really sucks.

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Today was so awesome!!! Cozi and I went over to Alex and Bobby's apartment for a BBQ. It was great. We brought greek salad, pasta salad, and a very awesome chocolate cake. We also brought the game Apples To Apples. Kevin hung out with us all too, which is always great. I love hanging out with this group of people. I feel completely comfortable and ( Read more... )

AT first I thought today wasn't going to work out because we drove to the Landmark movie theater to see the movie UP in 3d but all the good seats were sold out for the day. That was a bummer. We are hopefully going to see that movie sometime this week ( Read more... )

....I really, really want an RN job at a hospital, but don't have the will to try for one. I am so convinced it will never happen, yet part of me hopes that it will. I want to do acute care and learn and grow as an RN. I hope there is a hospital out there willing to give me a chance. I will be a great RN for them I just know ( Read more... )

I spent my $50 gift card at Walgreens. I got somethings Cozi and I need. Plus, some nail polish for me. I love all the colors I got. Sally Hansen has come out with a new line called Ho-Definition Nail Color. I got four of the colors bright yelow (lite), bright green (Hi-Def), Neon Pink (Digital), and Orange (Three D). Not from that line a beautiful ( Read more... )

So today Cozi and I were suppose to help me and have me apply for jobs. It didn't go so well. First of all we woke up late lik 12 p.m. So that made me not want to bother. The second problem is my attitude. I am depressed and feel hopeless. I feel like it is stupid for me to even try because I know hospitals will reject me. I have been down this ( Read more... )

Today we hung out with Bobby, Alex, and Kevin. Always a fun time. They came down for Cozi's graduation show at 1:30 p.m. He graduated 201 improv classes from the UCB Theater and it was there show. It was an okay show. Afterwards we all went to there place in Carson, CA. About 45 - 60 minutes away. We took our own car of course. When we got there we ( Read more... )