Am I close to what I've wanted for so long? I can't tell... everything is clouded.

 Ewww how I loathe mornings... I'm always so tired... and hungry... and tired.

 I look for answers but only ever find more questions. Does the truth exist or is it just eluding me? So I close my eyes hopeful of forgetting, only to see with terrifying clarity. In the end I can't get you off my mind. I never want to. I end every day with blind hope that tomorrow could be the day. Its the drive that keeps me struggling on. It's ( Read more... )

I so badly want to take action on something... but I'm so afraid of the outcome. 

 So if I didn't mention swarfega  in here after saying I was going to and then giving her a hard time about never talking about me... to which she apparently already had... I'd be lame. So that, is the girl that needs to lose her bum boyfriend/companion/whatever and hang out with me instead. And you know why? Well, I don't have enough time to chronicle the ( Read more... )

Best quote ever...

"... the land down under. We're gonna get drunk with Russell Crowe and headbutt some goddamn kangaroos."

I'm posting this using Google Chrome. It's going to take some adjustment to using but I think it might be nice.

We will see I suppose. Tired. Gnight. 

I adore Perry Bible Fellowship...

I've got a huge headache right now. I'm glad I got to talk to you before the night was over. I'm happy to have my roomate back. It was nice to buy new games today but I need someone to come play. That is all.


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I wanted to write something here. I don't know what it was though.

It's a state of mind. It's a state of calm.

I'm sure this wont mean much to anyone besides myself...


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