"It is silliness to live when to live is torment;
and then have we a prescription to die when death is
our physician."

Ok i jsut noticed today while i was watching tv that i always hafta to have the vulume on a multiple up 5.Like 5,10,15,20,25,30..etc. Is it just me or do other people do that samething?. I wonder if it sum disorder or sumthing.Im jsut bored and i have this headache that makes my vision blurry. I wonder if that is a disease. man i am fucked up.

Anyone here the band brand new..if so i need some good songs of theres cuz i am making a freken cd. And also i had this ridicoulsy weird felling today. It started as a numbness in my arm then it started to migrate thorugh my forearm and into evey single one of my fingers, then suddenlt it jumped to my face. It felt pretty damn weird. I think i ( Read more... )

I'm nervous,
I ask,
She accepts,
She lies,
I cry,
She cries?
Stories are told,
Forgiveness is given,
We talk,
She laughs,
I cry.

Change is Constant except for the Constant Changes.

hmmm.... yea i have nothin to write about except that i am bored and i have nothin to do. id talk about my day but nohtin exciting happened...except....wait nevermind noting happened. I kinda miss staying after school and hhaving wrestling practice.....cuz right now im bored....i have to go to the damn orthopedic doctor tommorow for my fucken knee ( Read more... )

WOW...another day of wasted time. I did absolutely nothin worth telling anyone about. But i think im gonna sneak out of my house tonight cuz there is a hot girl and yea....I knwo sumthing i did today that was fun..i vacuumed my house.exciting eh?? I think i have a problem with the period button on the keyboard.... uhhh shit...school is soo much ( Read more... )

Yea im still bored and i did absolutely nothin except for sit on my ass and stare into the empty air. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................................................................................................................................................i wonder how long i could press that button down for ( Read more... )

Have any of u heard of the itch monster before. well if u havent its horrible itching that doesnt go away unless u take a shower. u can also wait it out but, sumtimes it hurts. This isnt a joke either, i have witnessed it. He attacka at random moments. Im bored. Im eating sherbert too, that shit is good. its not mine though its my little bros im ( Read more... )

This first journal entry goes out to this stupid girl that tried to steal my cheap ass plastic yo-yo. I screwed up my damn knee in practice today. It made this Disgusting noise, kinda like styrafoam on a metal sheet. So i can barely walk wihtout it hurting, but i think i can handle it. I worked the softball consession stand for the wrestling team, ( Read more... )