Why does it hurt so much? No. That's a lie. It doesn't hurt. Not like it used to. I just feel numb. It's almost like torture, because I don't know how or when this is gonna end. What I feel is fear. Mostly the fear of being left alone. He has a right to whom he will. I don't want to interfere with that. But he's my best friend. And I ( Read more... )

What are you supposed to do when you have absolutely no idea of what to do?

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So. Officially been trashed. Exciting, except not really.

Wahoo.

I need to lose weight, my god do I need to lose weight. It's absolutely horrible. I have gained so much, I don't know what to do with myself. I refuse to wear my jeans. They simply don't fit. Oh, I can get them on and button them, but they don't fit by far. What in the hell am I supposed to do? I know what I need to do. I need to eat less ( Read more... )

ROFL copter FTW!!!

Yes, the ROFL copter is so badass that even the failed ROFL copter is amazing.

=D

<3

So, I never really finished updating about my trip. The Friday we were there I took my awesome friend to the airport. So he was down here in Cali visiting family while I was up in Washington visiting friends. Saw a few more friends, didn't even get to see everyone... Too many people for less than a week. Dustin and I did go to Silverwood, ( Read more... )

"If I had a reason for everything I did, I'd be crazy" -- Fighter

The beach is a wonderful place best shared by good friends.

In case you were wondering.

=)

So Saturday was a fun filled day of family adventures. Got too meet people and such. Sunday morning we got up crazy early and ten of us went to breakfast at this tiny little place. Nicki and I got a pic of the Blues Brothers car, which most of you won't care about, but is a big deal to us. =) Left Cary, Il at exactly 10am. Drove the 700 we ( Read more... )

Okay, not really. But for my dad and his family, it is. Nicki and I made it in Monday night and have had a wonderful week. Monday We got to drive through Iowa and hit a big storm in Iowa City. I'm talkin' thunder, lighting, pouring rain, flash flood warnings, and tornado warnings. Tons of people were getting off the road, but because there ( Read more... )