love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt.
Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend? heh
02. Made out with JUST a friend? mhm. that's all i ever seem to be doing.
03. Been rejected? obviously - have you seen me ?
04. Been in love? no
05. Been in lust? i don't know the difference
06. Used someone? i'll say yeah
07. Been used? yeah. recently. :/
08. Cheated on someone? no one to cheat on.
Been cheated on? see above.
Been kissed? yeah
Done something you regret? yes
Who was the last person...
You touched? .. good question.
You talked to? in person - my sister. online-kitty.
You hugged? i think either geri or kevin.
You instant messaged? kitty
You kissed? umm i gave geri a kiss on the cheek but if youre not talking about a kiss on the cheek - then steve.
You yelled at? my family
You laughed with? .. erica and katie.
You had a crush on? ..
Do you..
22. Color your hair? obviously
23. Have tattoos? no
24. Piercings? 3 in each ear
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? nope
26. Floss daily? noope
27. Own a webcam? mhm
28. Ever get off the damn computer? i have to, mines broken
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? i dont know what that means
30. Habla espanol? en la escuela
40. Considered a life of crime? its been thought of.
41. Considered being a hooker? its been thought of, then i laugh.
42. Considered being a pimp? every gangsta on the east coast has.
43. Are you psycho? duh
44. Split personalities? no
45. Schizophrenic? no
46. Obsessive? unfortunately, most of the time, yes.
47. Obsessive compulsive? no
48. Panic? nervousness. whiny. not panic.
49. Anxiety? I NEVER KNOW WHAT ANXIETY IS!
50. Depressed? i have been
51. Suicidal? i could never be, really.
52. Obsessed with hate? one name: jeffery.
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? what
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? whattt i dont get it
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? not here
56. What would you be doing? laying down with someone who cares that im there
58. What are you listening to? bright eyes is in my head.
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i dont think so.
60. Chicken or fish? CHICKEN!
61. Do you have a favourite animal? d.d but shes been weird lately
62. Is hot kinky sex the best thing in the world? maybe
Current Clothes: pinstripe pants and kevins gc comfy sweatshirt. what else.
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: still bright eyes in my head.
Current Taste: french fries
Current Hair: semi-straight and flippy.
Current Annoyance: i need to pee
Current Smell: dog-smells
Current thing I ought to be doing: hw
Current Desktop Picture: a picture of geri that kevin drew
Current Favorite Group: bright eyes, duh
Current Book: hwosg
Current DVD In Player: IT SHOULD BE HOMEROOM, but i lost it!
Current Color Of Toenails: flesh. no polish.
Current Refreshment: ice tea
Current Worry: how do i approach a convo that will most likely ruin something?
Current Crush: no one. i guess.
Current Favorite Celebrity: erm..american idol dude john stevens
FAVORITE...
Food: pizza
Drink: iced tea
Color: pink
Shoes: green converse
Candy: twix
Animal: d.d.
TV Show: will and grace, dharma and greg
Movie: homeroom
Vegetables: mashed potatoes <3
Fruit: honeydew
ARE YOU...
Understanding: yeah
Open-minded: i guess not.
Arrogant: no
Insecure: yup
Interesting: i pretend i am. but im not.
Hungry: full
Friendly: yeah
Smart: haha no. but i get good grades. go figure.
Moody: mmm .. no, i have good days and bad days.
Childish: i can be like a 5 year old, but thats only because i like to indulge in childish pleasures just like everyone else does. other than that .. no.
Independent: in ways. i like to go places alone. i like to sit home alone. stuff like that.
Hard working: i wish i was
Organized: i wish i was!
Healthy: no, not really
Shy: i can be, i mostly am. takes me a while to warm up.
Difficult: probably
Bored Easily: yeah
Thirsty: usually
Responsible: no
Sad: now?
Happy: not at the moment, but usually
Trusting: meaning do i trust other people? unfortunately.
Mentally Ill: haha probably
Talkative: over talkative.
Original: people say i am, but im not
Different: i guess
Unique: no one really is.
Lonely: uhh
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: jefferey .. haha its funny
Slap: my bladder cause i have to pee
Look Like: candace!
Be Like: someone nice all the time that people <3 cause theyre nice but theyre NOTICED when theyre nice .. k.
Talk To Offline: this isnt sensible english, is it?
On Dating...
Long or short hair? uhh doesnt matter? if its long it usually looks oily/dirty so thats gross, but if it doesnt look like that its ok
Dark or blond hair? dont care
Tall or short? taller than me.
6 pack or muscular arms? dont care
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? not really sensitive. funny is necessary, but being funny likr the kind that doesnt care about feelings is insanity.
Dark or light eyes? light is pretty, but eyes are eyes. my blue ones make up for theirs. ;D
Hat or no hat? whoa thats retarted
Freckles or none? dont care
Stubble or neatly shaved? uhh..
On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? i cant drink a lot of milk
McDonalds or Burger King? mcdonalds
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? the perfect lover would be the perfect friend
Sweet or sour? the sauce is good
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? neither
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? sappy comedies/horror
Ocean or Pool? pool
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? BLUE
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? aww they both sound cute
With or without ice-cubes? with
Shine or rain? rain .. i <3 walking in the pouring rain
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? spring
Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla icecream
Snowboarding or Skiing? umm i dont like the snow that much and i dont like the sun cause i burn too easily.
Cake or cookies? cookies
Cereal or toast? usually toast
gloves or mittens? mittens
Fly or breathe under water? fly - water and drowning freaks me out
Bunk-bed or waterbed? i sleep on a waterbed
Chewing gum or hard candy? GUMM.
Motor boat or sailboat? ...
What's your favorite:
Number? 6
Holiday? xmas
Radio station? z100
Place? my room i guess
Flower? i dont like flowers that much
Scent? guys cologne. like curve or nautica.
no one wants to talk to me.
i want a new friend.
i miss old-times with kevin but they can never change back.
and unless someone is murdered, i dont think ill ever be able to say something ..
why wont anyone talk to me online ?
bleh.
and why do people lose interest in me so fast?
exoh.