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personal demons
Alone with my thoughts is a position I only try to be in when it's absolutely necessary. Tonight, I was a bit relieved when he fell asleep early; I need a moment to face myself, regroup, and trudge on. My shadow self showed her ugliest today, just after I finished telling Dr K I didn't need a therapist or antidepressants. We'd been doing better ( Read more... ) -
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My cat is in heat. Her object of affection has been a cardboard box in the living room. I fear this can only end in heartache, ad that box has no respect for her. It's only going to break her poor little kitty heart. She seems to have acquired Ryan's sense of tone and pitch with her constant serenading of said box. It's a classic tale of cat- ( Read more... ) -
holiday parties and the pleasure garden
Wow, I havent' updated in forever..just havent had the energy. Last week Cat was in town sans baby, so we went to dinner and bummed around like old times. It was good. Wednesday Ryan came home, and the three of us went to play bar bingo at Bob and Barbara's. It was there that I was reminded why I don't h ave a lot of female friends...especially ( Read more... ) -
you've got a name for every part of my disease
I sit here slowly. I'm too tired to sit up but too sore to lie down. It started most likely almost twenty years ago, but it's been explained away more times than I can count. I've been told I'm out of shape, not eating well, lazy, lying, just depressed, and "it's probably the diabetes". Anytime they couldn't find another excuse diabetes and ( Read more... ) -
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i was going to write about my anniversary...but then i fucked it all up...
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christmas!
Christmas Eve started on a bit of a rough note. I hadn't been able to work the day before because of the badge issue, but it was supposed to come in yesterday. I'd been told I still had to report to work anyway, so we left the house at 3:30am. The ice was extremely severe, and we slid several times on the way to the airport. I got there only to ( Read more... ) -
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- I love when exes come up on the "People You may Know" list ( Read more... ) -
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Saturday I woke up sick...but a normal, identifiable sick this time...I left work early and came home to nap. Ryan offered to take me to work if I helped pull a rim off a car at the U-Pull-It, so we headed out and got a damned tire.Before that, though, the cat decided to attack the baker's rack and brought down our two cobalt glass chalices, our ( Read more... ) -
reminders and relief
Yesterday I was lamenting all of our holiday decorations being in storage, so I decided to get out the few things we do have here at the house...candles! I came across one that an ex made me, I believe it was for Valentine's Day. It still smells really pretty, so I put it out. I didn't burn it for a long time after we broke up because I felt ( Read more... ) -
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This week has been insane ( Read more... )