i'm sorry if i broke your heart. i know what that's like. you've broken mine so many times. the truth is that i've never really been able to fix mine. that kind person you used to know doesn't exist anymore. i've built walls to protect myself and now i just don't feel the emotions i used to. i don't trust anyone. your actions taught me not to.
you say that we'll end up together. i wanted to believe that, but i feel so far away from you. and now i've finally been able to convince myself that it won't happen. not now at least. i have to have time to let my heart be fixed. I need to feel love like i used to feel from you. I need to be loved by someone else. So maybe one day when i'm 'whole' again, i can love you again. but not now.
maybe this was a mistake. i don't want to hurt you anymore than i already have. but these are things i want you to know.
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i know what that's like.
you've broken mine so many times.
the truth is that i've never really been able to fix mine.
that kind person you used to know doesn't exist anymore.
i've built walls to protect myself and now i just don't feel the emotions i used to.
i don't trust anyone.
your actions taught me not to.
you say that we'll end up together.
i wanted to believe that, but i feel so far away from you.
and now i've finally been able to convince myself that it won't happen. not now at least. i have to have time to let my heart be fixed.
I need to feel love like i used to feel from you.
I need to be loved by someone else.
So maybe one day when i'm 'whole' again, i can love you again.
but not now.
maybe this was a mistake.
i don't want to hurt you anymore than i already have.
but these are things i want you to know.
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