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im getting to this weird point.i always end up here.when i try to find reasons for things.its like i feel happy with everything but myself.i should of went out tonight.earlier i felt fine.i didnt mind staying home but then things happened and i just couldnt take it.i need to escape but i cant run.i always have to come back here.to this house and ( Read more... )

yesturday was cool. chilled at school alot with celeste.saw brians band play.later went to the park with the guys waited for the bus.went to the skate park and chilled with all the homies.later celeste left=[/ and Active skate boarding came for a demo. Tony was closet to win the brand new complete.but some out of towner kid came n busted and won. 3 ( Read more... )

today was awesome. i was pretty surpised by the girls.i didnt think theyd come.april and lolo came down and we hung out.it was alot of fun.we went to krua thai and got green tea ice cream at sakura toyko after.later we went to barns n noble and april commited a crime. dun dun dun!!! i got some books too =D i really love april she looked so cute ( Read more... )

fuck that. i love celeste.5 too.and all the friends.mostly celeste<333

in silence i will remain

i just dont get it.

yeah im finally depressed.

i know im lame so laugh...

oooo i fixed my computer.it died for a while.things have been amazing good and bad at the same time.ive been fighting alot with my dad.im pretty sensitive when it comes to him.but luckily i have all of my friends there for me. people need to chill and just sit in the back seat sometimes. this weekend was chill. thursday me linda sergio and monica ( Read more... )

i didnt go to school today.reasons i felt like shit i looked like i felt shitty mentally and physically.i slept all day until 2 o clock.i felt even worse after.but i felt sorta cheered up by Lorena.i sat on my ass all day thinking about alot of shit.i wrote 5 pages in my journal front to back.i wish i could apply myself to shit i should.yesturday i ( Read more... )

so things have been weird.but friday,saturday and sunday night have been great.friday-went to the walnut show.it was awesome.everyone was there.the bands were all so good.it went great.minor note of that night-car war,lindas car with all of us in it lifting off the ground.saturday was the pamona show.it seemed sorta slow but then it got crazy.i ( Read more... )