it's so hard so see.
when your eyes are rolling.
in the back of your head.
its even harder to speak.
when everything you say.
just comes out wrong.

ther are 2 things i regret in life.
one of them is you.

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so i don't have muh time forthe internet these days. except when i am at school. i dropped two of my classes, and in that time, i am usually doing my shit or on the internet here. work has been insane. i have worked 52 hoursthis past week. and they wanted me to work on my one day off. i said "HELL NO!". shit. so i slept all day yesterday, cept 11-4 ( Read more... )

worked my 9 and a half today. felt like walking. watched the sunrise, wish someone special was there with me to hold on to and enjoy the moment. need to write more music. but all the music i can write right now is all crappy. its too hard for me to put my emotions into words. give me my guitar, i can show emotion through that, but writing is hard ( Read more... )

so i started work, and i have been doing thatfor a wweek. first few days was hard to get used to the overnight, but alas, im loving it now. i work with some rad people. this guy ryan got hired on when i did too.and i shit you not. ITS TUCKERS LONG LOST TWIN! he looks like tucker. acts like tucker. dresses like tucker. fuck, i thought it was tucker ( Read more... )

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so i got dsl. and i swear all i have been doing is downloading david lee roth and van halen music videos, and smashing pumpkins songs. god i hate ex girlfriends. too much freakin drama. i hate drama. may go down south this weekend and see darcie. i like that girl. shes radical. my heart is still in sac, tho. nathan and i have been hanging out like ( Read more... )

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i bite everything off joe. even guitar stuff, pick upchicks. hes the man...


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