No advice from stuffed animals....

[crakills]

I cant even rely on my self. God damn I miss Monica so much but I dont know how to explain it. I miss just being a dumb ass with her and thinking about what we were going to do now in the future. Its all changed now though. Now she has plans with Rey and I dont want to disturb her plans. She has someone that she truly cares for. She has

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[crakills]

daniel, u didnt lose me. i dont kno how to explain it. but i feel happy around rey and its really making me want to cry all kinds that im not with him today. like chris said i needed to take a break from him and i cant. i realized that i cant. i dont kno what to do anymore. i dont want to end up like ashely. thats my biggest fear and i think i am. and when u said that, that time u dropped me off at tori's, i just laughed saying that i wasnt going to be and its sad that i am. i really dont kno what to do anymore. im to lost, confused, i dont kno.

[anonymous]

Um, just curious. What did Monica mean when she said "I don't want to end up like Ashley?" Being in love with love? Is that waht she meant? What's so bad about that? It's not like I'd kill myself over a guy. And in my opinion I've gotten over the whole Jason thing pretty well. What's wrong with being like me? ~Ash

[anonymous]

I'm sorry you miss her. I know exactly what you mean. I lost two of my bestest friends this year. And it really sux. Especially when you don't know how to go about talking to them and everything is just.....different. ~Ash

[melted_squirrel]

who did you lose other than Jason? Just wondering....

[anonymous]

both jasons