monica just was talking about what happened yesterday.... i forgot about it but now its all to real.... ONCE AGAIN ( Read more... )

Tonight is OPENING NIGHT ( Read more... )

The play is this coming weekend. Im excited, but nervous. I hope that we do well. There isnt anything new ( Read more... )

Last night was very interesting. Some friends brought some alcohol to my friends house and they started drinking. Of course my weak self couldnt resist, so I started drinking and didnt like the taste of it so I stopped. Too late I had already ingested four alcoholic beverages. I tryed to walk straight and that didnt work, due to the sad fact ( Read more... )

Isnt it interesting that when you want someoneto be around their never there, and when you want to be by your self it seems that everyone has to come and see you.....

Today was interesting. I was in the choir room while the girls chorus was practicing, they sang good untill the end. Then I had to turn the song off because they were butchering it to death. Later in the day I went to drama practice and we were practicing the play. My teacher told me that i was doing great at the part, so it made me realy happy

me and monica got into a big fight.... i guess she didnt want to be my frind because i was a bore or something... wutever.... i dont care anymore... she was the only friend i had that i felt close too.... i hate it here all the frickin people hate me because im gay... fuck them fuck em all...

i dont feel all that great right now.... im so tired of all these close minded people.... do they know that wut they say hurts.... and im so tired of people prying into my business like all my teachers...

it feels like all i do lately is cry and whine....

going out with friends is getting old.... i dont understand y they always have to do the some things over and over.... get drunk, smoke, do stupid ass things..... i guess i just want something more than that... i dont know wut i want...

he doesnt realiaze that the things that he says hurts me.... he told me that he didnt like FAGGOTS that it was sick and wrong, but now he wants to be my friend... i dont get it really ( Read more... )