here are pictures of my night with jay jared and zaria and my other awesome frineds form ch!

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when you close the door on the life you had before or maybe it closes on you without you really knowing at first things are so hard but then you find love and happiness in the places you would never linger until you find yourself there and when you are there nothing is as bad as everyone says it is, everything is much better ( Read more... )

( PIMP JUICE and RAT WOMAN strike back )

well lat night i was home alone...until whoah david and paul my obsession came over and chillaxed...my mother was not en mi casa...it was pimp we partied then took a feild trip to 7/11...we got slim jims and paul and i thought about killing my cat and making slim jims...yes!
well now i am at home and i was at home the whole time i am still here

all at one i feel betrayed.....last night i fingured out why and jay help me through this
he understands also
i am now loved and feel better yet things are not sorted out with any or my friends and i am still loney yet crowded

To love and be Loved......sometimes when your friends become ur enimies its only because they want to be closer to you and dont know how.......yet in the prosess we are bound to get hurt....when you know who talks about you and you know you love them it hurts

fell down the stairs and broke my leg...have a hot pink cast....sad off in 5 weeks be waiting till then
i love u all

there are so many people i want ot have sex with at once...ahhhhhhh lets have an orgy...look im not wearing socks
i love you!

p.s jay i neeeeeed to see u umm now thannk you

i have so much pain and sorrow for every one else that i cant even feel it for my self and this is what numbs the words you say you say

whoa man i really like him i think.....it might be.....