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[cramitdown]

I miss who i used to be. I really miss it.

I found out / remembered tonight how happy i once was. I was glowing with happiness. And so was he. I would do anything to go back to how things were. I wish that you would go with me.

I hope to find that girl that i was. And to start finding her, i'm going back to where it originated from: her_redlipstick. All of you

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[v5]

i've seen a couple of those pics before :] you always have been a looker hehe. this will be a good change for you i think too -- help you find what it is you are looking for or perhaps even what you might have just lost along the way. added it!

[her_redlipstick]

Those pictures were only from 6 months ago. Who knows what the journal will do, i just know that i miss that name representing my journal. So therefore, i went back and i'm lovvvin it.

[deductions]

that's the natalie i knew <3

[deductions]

aaand the natalie i first fell in love with! i forgot to add that.

[yougot_mysong]

hehe me too.. i remember i saw your(natalie's) journal and i thought, wow, she's the cutest girl ever. then i took you (natalie) on adventure to places you've never been and ive liked you ever since.

[her_redlipstick]

Aw, yes, i remember all of it. I remember hanging out in your room with Alli & Jessy. Those were some good days. <33

[miss_shokkkkk]

aww, love those old pictures with short hair. so gorgeous. <3.

[her_redlipstick]

Aw, thank you. And you have seen all of how i've looked, haha. We've had eachother added forever.

[beautyful_trash]

The picture of you sitting on the beach made me wanna cry almost for some reason. I got all sappy and emotional when thinking about YOUR past.. haha. Wow, I really am your best friend. haha. You were so adorable with short hair!! I remember tell'n you to keep it short when you first wanted to grow it out.. Good thing you did grow it out tho, cuz damn you look hott with longer hair. haha. <3

[her_redlipstick]

I knoww, i miss that day at the beach too. It was so much fun. I had never really gone to the beach like i did that day. Oh well. It shall happen again someday. But don't cry! Hehe. I wish that i could have my hair short and long. Hmph. Oh well. <3 I love you.

random ass comment back to you, but yeah.. haha.

[beautyful_trash]

I DON'T EVEN KNOW!

At least your hair grows... my hair has been the same for months now. It's gay. I think I'll be dramatic like that ugly ex-co-worker of yours and go drastic by chopping it all off. (Eric, not Marissa.) haha. Just kidding (only about the chopping off my hair part, not the part of them being ugly..) haha.

"She's the green blimp over there.."

Wow, I can so be mean. But the things I do for you as your best friend just show how I can also be nice. haha. Only if I wanna be.. Cuz I do what I waahhnt!

Re: random ass comment back to you, but yeah.. haha.

[her_redlipstick]

I do want a waahhnt! Hahahah. I love you.

Well i need to trim my hair so that it keeps growing. You should do the same, maybe it would help. And we need to dye our hair again too :) We'll do that sometime next week or so. You're the best.

I'm on the phone with you right now, much love. <3

[sunkiissed]

Oh Natalie, I love you & I hope that you become happy. I wish I could literally be a part of your life. You're wonderful. I've always adored these pictures of you :)

[her_redlipstick]

I wish you could literally be a part of my life too. If only. <3 Thank you so much, love. You've always been SUCH a great person to me. <3

MUCH love.