There's actually a lot of stuff going on right now, and none of it I want to write about.
But I'm still alive!

There's nothing really juicy going on in my life, but I'm feeling much better since the last entry. I think that maybe it was a mix of new birth control and the fact that I was PMSing that made me so emotional, but there was a sliver of truth in those statements so I'm not deleting the entry and rejecting those ideas completely. Just clarifying the ( Read more... )

I feel like there is something missing, and the more I think about it, the more I feel that it is my confidence.
Since the beginning of the year, I've been extremely confident, and never doubted myself, not once. I knew that I was capable of a lot of things, if I set my mind to them, if I really wanted it badly enough.
I don't want to blame this on ( Read more... )

I will begin this entry by yelling at my livejournal friends. My friends page has NOTHING ON IT. So start writing about your lives like I do because hey, frankly, I like when you do it. I don't care if it's about a sandwich you ate earlier or your life philosophy, tell me something, give me something to read. Thanks ( Read more... )

Compared to my last entry, I'm feeling a lot better. The only issues in my life seem to be technological, but I'm currently saving up to buy myself a laptop, so hopefully that won't be an issue much longer. However, it is taking me balls long to update this thing because my computer freezes about every five seconds.

Today I went shopping, which, ( Read more... )

There has been so much going on in my life right now, I don't even know where to start. I'm so stressed, I'm breaking out, I've had massive headaches every night, and I've been overeating like crazy ( Read more... )

As promised, I am going to tell the whole story from my point of view.

He said he wasn't feeling the same, I agreed, though I wasn't going to break up over it. I think it got to the point where it was easier for me to have him around than pushing him away, but there definitely wasn't that spark anymore. I still liked him a lot, but it wasn't like ( Read more... )

  So...although it's kind of weird to write about at this point when I'm feeling absolutely nothing, I should probably note that Simon and I have broken up. More developments on this story later.

Friday was so much fun. It sucked partially because Simon had to babysit even though it was his only night off of swimming, but I still had a blast. I went to the game at CV with Corrie, Nate, Todd, and the Lauras. After our loss that I cared very little about, we drove over to Wegman's. It was the funniest drive I've ever been on because I rode ( Read more... )

You need to stop being such a jealous bitch and letting every little thing get to you. You are becoming more annoying and needy than you have ever been in a relationship, and that is not attractive, nor is it going to keep any girls from talking to him. He is a cute guy with an accent who is overly-friendly to everybody-- girls will flirt. How many ( Read more... )