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i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you
i'm a stem now
pushing the drought aside
opening up
fanning my yellow eye
on the ferry
that's making the waves wave
illumination
this is how my heart behaves -
so that's how you found me, rain falling around me
well. this is unexpected.
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i won't regret saying this, this thing that i am saying
maybe i would have been
something you'd be good at
maybe you would have been
something i'd be good at
but now we'll never know
i won't be sad -
A Valediction Forbidding Mourning
My swirling wants. Your frozen lips.
The grammar turned and attacked me.
Themes, written under duress.
Emptiness of notations.
They gave me a drug that slowed the healing of wounds.
I want you to see this before I leave:
the experience of repetition as death
the failure of criticism to locate the pain
the poster in the bus that said:
my bleeding ( Read more... ) -
how fast a year can go, i wonder where it went
In the Woods"Difficult ordinary happiness ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
dear cranky ( Read more... ) -
tagtastic!!
wheeee!! finally started the big fuck-off retrospective tagging project! took me long enough to get around to it (and figure out just how exactly tagging works). lately i keep remembering all these quotes, lyrics and poems i've put up on eljay over the years, and now i can (begin to) find them all easily! oh tags ( Read more... ) -
When the Moon Waxes Red
Not quite the Same, not quite the Other, she stands in that undetermined threshold place where she constantly drifts in and out. Undercutting the 'inside/outside' opposition, her intervention is necessarily that of both a deceptive insider and a deceptive outsider. She is this Inappropriate Other/Same who moves about with always at least two/four ( Read more... ) -
no longer resisting the inevitable...
dear eljay ( Read more... )