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I found out that the Cards won the game on thursday night and that Saturday(today) there will be the first world Series game. Now i personally hate baseball but when you live next door the one of the Cardinals best pitchers, its hard to ignore them and how good they're doing ( Read more... )

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Long time no type. I guess not a lot has changed. i miss alot of people. I miss scott. I miss jack. I miss the old way of life. The i dont care, i listen to grunge, and i wish i wasnt alive. Those days were so much fun. We had nothing to lose, and everything to gain. But i guess it isnt healthy to dwell on the past. Maybe i should move on. ( Read more... )

I havent really updated in a while. I think i am a changed person. I'm not so depressed or mean any more and i dont really dislike any one. I miss alot of my old friends. I miss Amanda, Scott, Jack, Philip, and the one other person..... but still i can see half of the group almost every month. I'll be down martin luther kind jr. weekend. So ( Read more... )

Hey everybody,
i moved and i am saying good bye....even though i already did. but ummm bye people...i moved early...sucks for me...ohh well....i dont really care...i only had like five friends back in biloxi (count them scott, amanda, jack, philip, and ummm someone else.....)

hey
i am really bored. i am really depressed again. Amanda i really need a hug and when are we getting married. lol. but uhh seriously i need a hug.

hey jessica thanks for listening...i really needed a person to talk to.
thanks

your friend
ryan

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I am feeling kinda guilty right now because at lunch me and my friends were talking and this girl came up and said that no one liked her. I thought she was joking and said Why dont you just kill yourself? I was also joking even though i really dont like this person. And then she just started sobbing. I feel bad now because i am trying to be ( Read more... )

I was talking to a friend of mine and we decided that my life is the most pitiful thing that either of us have ever seen. I am 14, a loser, outcast, no-frieds, no one likes me except this goth chick ( she's my friend but there just isnt any chemistry, to put it nicely), and i think i will die alone. So nothing new. I went to this concert and ( Read more... )