youth is an obsession this country capitalizes on to the fullest extent. no one can age gracefully in a state where image is everything. i am fearful of death, but only because i want to cling to the things i have in this life. i do not want to leave just yet, you know? romance is my stronghold.
i used to be terrified of falling asleep as a child. i would literally stay up as long as i could, sometimes for days, just because i was so scared of dreaming and sleeping. i still get it sometimes, but never to the extreme it used to be. and i have this fear of falling unconscious. a lack of control; that's what it is...
yeah, exactly. i hate the idea of not being in control of my own thoughts while i'm asleep. i'm fearful of death, too. scared shitless, actually. it makes everything we do seem so...pointless. but, on the other hand, death is what makes life worth living. we can either live in constant fear of death or we can spend our finite time on this planet enjoying ourselves with the people/things that we love.
yeah, exactly. i hate the idea of not being in control of my own thoughts while i'm asleep. i'm fearful of death, too. scared shitless, actually. it makes everything we do seem so...pointless. but, on the other hand, death is what makes life worth living. we can either live in constant fear of death or we can spend our finite time on this planet enjoying ourselves with the people/things that we love.
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i used to be terrified of falling asleep as a child. i would literally stay up as long as i could, sometimes for days, just because i was so scared of dreaming and sleeping. i still get it sometimes, but never to the extreme it used to be. and i have this fear of falling unconscious. a lack of control; that's what it is...
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thoughts while i'm asleep.
i'm fearful of death, too. scared shitless, actually. it makes everything we do seem so...pointless. but, on the other hand, death
is what makes life worth living. we can either live in constant fear
of death or we can spend our finite time on this planet enjoying ourselves with the people/things that we love.
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thoughts while i'm asleep.
i'm fearful of death, too. scared shitless, actually. it makes everything we do seem so...pointless. but, on the other hand, death
is what makes life worth living. we can either live in constant fear
of death or we can spend our finite time on this planet enjoying ourselves with the people/things that we love.
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p.s. colin, we're soulmates when are you going to come see me?
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online friends when i get a car :)
<3
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get a car
NOW!
<3
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online friends when i get a car :)
<3
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