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Happy Belated Birthday dad...wow...how old are you now?  40?  Kool kool...how many more years until you die?  Oh...that sucks...well...at least it's one more year closer to that day.  I would just like to say:

FUCK YOU AND THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH!!!!!

Wow...I can't believe that Bush won AGAIN...how retarded to the fucking people in this country have to be? Bush is a fucking illiterate rascist....who wants THAT for a president??? I mean seriously? Who has the right to tell someone whether or not they can be allowed to get married?!? I am so against the ban on gay marriages. I mean if people ( Read more... )

OMFG...steph just got offline bc mike was hitting her upside the fucking head and throwing shit at her head...dvds...and then he fucking made her get offline, and I'm so scared and I don't know what to do..and I don't know...I just...omfg...one of four fucking things is gonna happen if this happens again...1>she's gonna get beaten senseless...maybe ( Read more... )

You will stab yourself to death in your early-teen
years. You are angry at yourself and blame
yourself for everything that everyone has put
you through and you want to cause yourself some
pain to punish yourself. You are very dark and
depressed and just want to leave this world.

What the Hell Will Your Suicide Be Like???
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my fucking week since last wednesday has just NOT been going right. Ok...so Wednesday, I was going camping with my friend Shad and a shitload of his friends...well...I knew there was only gonna be like one other girl there, so he told me I could invite my friend Steph. Well she lives with her BF mike and she let's him control her life which kinda ( Read more... )

When I think of the way I feel right now, I think of the song "breathe no more" by evanescence.  It goes like this:

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
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Well...okay, so...I didn't go to sleep Saturday night bc I was too tired. I started getting ready for my date at 7:30. Took a shower...put on make-up...made myself look all "preppy". This isn't exactly my look. It never really has been. When I lived in Maine, I sure as hell didn't dress preppy...Hot Topic Pants...spikes...but anyways...Shad ( Read more... )

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