IM FUCKING RETARDED !!!!

[crash2nburn5]

ladies and gentlemen i am fucking retarded!!! right wen im about to get over sumone they call me and want to get back together and right wen i think about it they say wait mabe we should e friends!!! i could have gotten laid 3 times already lol but no i wait for her and they pull this shit am i a game to play with! fuck that this bitch is in for an

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[courtney_08]

what is going on with you and kat..i don't understand..you write that she wants to get back together with you and she keeps telling me that she doesn't want anything to happen..?

[crash2nburn5]

it doesnt matter im tired of her crap i just wanted to be friends then she calls me crying and makes me fall for her again and broke my fucking heart again!!! i cant take it at school she told me she wished i would die WELL HER WISH IS FUCKING ABOUT TO COME TRUE!! DEATH IS WAY BETTER THAN THE PAIN SHES GIVING ME!!!!!! I GOT THE KNIFE IM JUST WAITING TO USE IT! GO AHEAD AND TELL HER THAT BC I KNO THATS WHAT SHE WANTS ! THAT MIGHT BE MY V-DAY GIFT TO HER

[courtney_08]

Oh my god johnathan...i don't know you very well and honestly not at all but you cannot do that...if she is causing you so much pain then you just have to leave her alone..i understand that she was the one who came back to you but you just have to ignore her b/c it will keep happening again and again... i really wish i could help...if you need to talk you can talk to me but please don't do anything to hurt yourself over her

[crash2nburn5]

im gonna be very honest with you ok and im not lying , all this week ive not been at school bc i over posed my pills so much i almost died they told me at the hospital that alil more and i wouldve died thats how hard it is to live withought that psycho she wants me to die well u never no i went to scholl today to get my work and everyone thought i was dead and they bear hugged me lol especially the gurls haha but hey if u ever want to talk my # is 423 775 9745 i really do love kat though its so hard to not care for her even though she bitched at me cheated lied etc but i wll always be here for her and im not crazy ok in just in a rough patch lol cya

[courtney_08]

don't worry about the long letter..i am the type of person who likes listening or in this case reading...you aren't stupid for thinking of her because you were or are still in love with her. i don't understand why she would go around saying that when she was the one who kept hurting you and i know how hard it is when you and the one you love break up but it will get better. maybe i will talk to her if i get a chance but she keeps telling me she is leaving you alone and she hasn't talked to you but i don't know...i will let you go..tttyl

[crash2nburn5]

well 3 days ago she told me shestill loves me and wants to see me lmao what the fuk is up owell watever im still datin others but i want her!