1) i never said u take over nicoles life. those words never came out of my mouth, and even though you thought thats what i said, i told you it wasnt and that i was sorry that i worded it wrong because it wasnt meant to offend you and saying that YOU personally control her, but that she would always blow me off for things that she would immediatly say yes to you on. that has nothing to do with u controlling her? and anyways i never "gossip" behind ur back? if i have then could you please tell me cuz i dont recall except for that one time. what do u mean do i want it to be all about me?... it never was about me? none of this was about getting into your drama. all you did was believe everything you heard and never even asked me my side or if i actually said it. just because someone says i say something...it doesnt actually mean that. if u thought i was gossiping or talking shit...why didnt u say something, cuz i know i didnt and still dont. if anything i would always talk good about you and tell people how good of a friend u were, how
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honestly nadia after reading what you wrote and talking to u on the fone i had a huge realization...u never cared about my freindship..it was always tara. u even had enough nerve to say it to me on the fone...causing me to cry. it's not that i dont forgive u...im over stupid shit fights...the thing is how can u be missing this bfff crap if u never really appriciated and cared in the first place...and now im thinking this entry didnt even have ne thing to do with me in the first place...i feel stupid..oh and u keep saying like y cant things go back to summer...think about this...EVERYTHING is different. things will not ever go back there. so much has happened and that part of our lives is over.
thats fine that you think that, but your wrong. i was so angry that i didnt think before i acted. i didnt realize the things that i said were 1)rude...and 2) not true at all. i didnt only care about tara. it was just as much you as it was her. i didnt even realize myself that i said that shit on the phone till someone told me and i was in complete shock because i didnt think i could ever say that. i never had been so upset because i let everything build on me and then i exploded. and i am sorry because i took it out on you. and thats no excuse but i recognize my huge fault and this entry was just as much about you as it was tara and im sorry if it seemed like it wasnt but it was. basically im sorry for the way i acted because it was uncalled for just so not true when i think about it. whatever happenes, mosti just want you to know that im sorry for what i said to you.
i never said that i dont understand why nicole is mad at me? i think nicole has every right to be mad at me. i dont know why you still are mad at me because I DONT TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU TARA AND IF YOU EVER WERE MY "BEST FRIEND" YOU WOULD BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY THAT. I BLURTED OUT ONE THING THAT I REALLY WASNT SUPPOSED TO. HOW MANY TIMES CAN A PERSON SAY SORRY. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED WITH THAT. im saying our friendship was a lie if ur letting something that isnt even true ruin a freindship.
not trying to be in the middle of things....but what did u say to nicole on the phone that made her cry. sorry about whats going on with all of you. i hope u get past this soon. -anonymous
sophia---that was way to put it..lol excpet..they arent her best friends anymore..so she should of of put, my old best friends hate mend we are no longer best friends... and the truth.. --adding to the advice: find people that want to be your best friend...instead of you wanting to be their best friends...best frineds have to go both ways... and why would you want to be friends with poeple that have already tried being friends with you and have realized it wont work, and dont care enough to fix it? and please, it would be better if u stopped trying to go back to the way things were, too many things have changed and it will hurt less
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my intrepretation of the post: my best freinds hate me
my advice: that sucks, go make new ones. you can't? tough luck.
you can? good for you.
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i love youuu Tara : )
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excpet..they arent her best friends anymore..so she should of of put, my old best friends hate mend we are no longer best friends...
and the truth..
--adding to the advice: find people that want to be your best friend...instead of you wanting to be their best friends...best frineds have to go both ways...
and why would you want to be friends with poeple that have already tried being friends with you and have realized it wont work, and dont care enough to fix it?
and please, it would be better if u stopped trying to go back to the way things were, too many things have changed and it will hurt less
im sorry if the truth hurts..
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