well - i am over rachel's house right now. our parents are at the bar. anyways, we went to el mallo tonight. didn't know i could have so much fun. we went to gallery of sound & guess what? BRIAN HOUSSACK CUT HIS FUCKING HAIR!!!! now he kind of resembles tom delonge. anyways we talked/walked with him for about a half hour or so. bought some pretzels ( Read more... )

x My birthday was gooood. went to the mall bright & early. got the anberlin & boysnightout cds. along with other shit..just too lazy to name it. went over rachels last night & she got me the used cd along with a DVD of them! bert is so fucking sexy. even though he is a crackhead.

x You know what I noticed? people have been really pissing me off ( Read more... )

Went over Rachel's today. We called Johnny Beefstew & talked to him for awhile. Rachels hooking up with Anderson & I'm hooking up with Johnny. It was so funny! We talked to him for a good 5 - 10 minutes. He sounds so hot. Just from his voice, mind you. They randomly said our names in the backround for like half of the show. Anyways, MY BIRFFFDAY IS ( Read more... )

I could tell you the truth like I used to and not be afraid of sounding fake. Now all that anyone is listening for are the mistakes. In a house, by myself, I hear the ice start to melt and watch rooftops weep for the sunlight. & I know what must change. Fuck my face. Fuck my name. They are brief and false advertisements for a soul I don't have. ( Read more... )

yesterday i decided to go to youth group with Caroline & her dance class thing. Then we went to Cinemark with mallary, scott, & kyle. Kyle is one sexy human [sorry, caroline. hah]It was fun. then headed off to Rueannes house where we all crashed for the night. But, we all didn't fall asleep till at least 4 & then had to get up at 7:00. I am so ( Read more... )

guess what good ole J. Beefstew told us? CATCH 22 IS COMING TO THE ZOO! & guess who's opening for them?? RUNNERRUNNER. After a year & a half Catch 22 is finally coming back to good ole WB. & wow, RunnerRunner is really making theirselves known. it's amazing ( Read more... )

last night me & veronica went to the 9:30 showing of Harry Potter. It was o.k. but I didn't enjoy it was much as the other 2. But, Draco looked pretty damn sexy. & Ron wasn't half bad either. We still managed to have a great time. We were probably close to getting kicked out cuz we kept blurting out random things in the middle of the movie. lolz ( Read more... )

yes. freshman year has finally come to a close. No more worrying about evans homework or failing an algebra test. I have 88 days of relaxation. It feels pretty damn good, let me tell you. :]anyways. after school me & caroline walked down to tommy's cuz she wanted acrylic nails. but, i hate them so i just got mine painted for a few bucks. we saw ( Read more... )

3 1/2 hours of school left.

x babysat soph. missed the first marching band practice. went to Carolines church later on. sat on the cold swings. talked for a hours on end.

x went to Nanticock [sp.] with Caroline right after the civics final. Came back to my house. Sat on the computer. Convinced some girl I was the directors daughter of Harry ( Read more... )

"Scream Silence Now"
A Cutthroat Kiss

It's far past the nightfall
and we're still awake
you whispered to me a sweet serenade
Bloodshot eyes never cry
Courageous hearts never die

Scream silence now
I've always been listening to cries so deafening
From the bottom, from the bottom of my hearts and the top of my lungs
If I can lose my voice ( Read more... )