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well, alots happened lately. i just lost one of my best friends and i dont even know what really happened. i cant stand knowing were not friends anymore... i miss you so much. [tdk] id do anything to be best friends again. ive been so upset lately. i just wish i cud beat the shXt out of myself for whatever it is ive done to lose someone like you. i

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hey amanda. its julie. i havnt talked to you in a while.
i can relate to your entry i just lost my friend also, he killed him self the other night. and i cant stand that fact that hes gone. so if u ever wanna talk to me about your firend IM me >> eatdirtimjulie (my sn)

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julz, i lost sean last year on janruary first and this years gonna be really tough going to school with his brothers but not him. i see him everyday in my dreams and evryerone says it gets better but believe me, if you were relaly close, its only going to get worse. i sound liek abitch but im just preparing u for the worst that way your okay. i know your never going to be okay with it because you lost someone really close toyou but so did i. i cant even sleep with my closet doors open anymore, they have to be shut or i have nightmares. im ALWAYS here for you to talk to. im glad someone pays attentnion to this stupid live journal shit.