sometimes I worry that the best years of my life will not one day be worth looking back upon.

I'll live my life waiting myself to death ( Read more... )

Its not like I haven't tried and tried ( Read more... )

1. A whiz in the kitchen & LOVES to watch me eat ( Read more... )

[20:40] CrashKiran: dude, i am ALREADY walking a fine line of desperate and pathetic
[20:40] CrashKiran: hurry dating?
[20:40] CrashKiran: c'mon
[20:40] demurefemme: dude, lots of people go out like that
[20:40] CrashKiran: that's diving RIGHT IN!

It's Peanut Butter Jelly Time, Peanut Butter Jelly Time, Peanut Butter Jelly Time, Wheyyat? Wheyyat? Wheyyat? Now Theyyygo Theyyygo. Peanut Butter Jelly, Peanut Butter Jelly. Do the Peanutbutterjelly, peanutbutterjelly, peanutbutterjelly with a basebalbat. ..

Well, here it is once again. Another lonely Valentines day... or as I have aptly referred to it: Singlehood Awareness Day. Truly, one never feels more single than on this day. Coincidently and just as perfect fate might have planned it. Today is exactly one year since I last went on a date. Sure, I might be inclined to delude myself with the old ( Read more... )

You know it really is funny how they say that once you leave, you can never go home again. Funnily, I'm in the house where I grew up, but I don't feel at home. I don't really think I have a "home" anymore. I have a place where I live, and that feels more like home than anything else. Oh well, I guess I'll call that home ( Read more... )

Amazing still it seems.

I'll be 23.

I won't always love what I'll never have.

I won't always live in my regrets.

Ok, I must preface by saying that I normally feel it quite presumptuous to give people a list of things that you want them to get you. I, of course, do not expect anything. But my friend brought up a good point, people are going to get you something whether you tell them what you want or not, and they want to get you something you want, so you ( Read more... )