i'm sick of everything and everyone.
i'm to the point where i only talk to my mom basically.
i feel left out all the time, and i feel like i'm losing my bestfriend.
i just feel like i don't even want to talk to anyone.
i just want to be by myself.

i love cali :]

back to normal. :]

so i have three days til i turn 18 ( Read more... )

my birthday is in 16 days.
my puppy is adorable.
i can't wait to get my sidekick 3.
and things have been horrible lately.
that's all. :[

29 days and i'll be 18. :]

39 days.

lately, things have been amazing.
44 days til my birthday :]
i can't wait.
what to do, what to do.

<3

lately, i feel like i'm all by myself. no one cares about me as much as they used to. i feel like i don't have any close friends anymore. there are some that i do consider close and maybe even best but when i cry myself to sleep and seriously feel like i can't call anyone, because they are sick of hearing about how stupid i am just makes the ( Read more... )

i'm sick and tired of never being able to take care of myself. so what if i made a desicion but it was my choice and i don't care. i had the best valentines day thanks to my baby, and then my mom had to go and fucking ruin my life. she just had to rip my heart out of my chest and stomp on it as hard as she could :[ i only have 68 days til i turn 18 ( Read more... )