the plan

[crashtestkitty]

Ok, so this Thursday I have to go to Franklyn's apt to do my laundry.. and then when he's driving me home I have a speech planned out on how I can't see him anymore, at all. It's just too hard.. and he's so insensitive. When I get upset about Trangelina Hoelie, because the bitch calls him EVERY fucking time I'm hanging out with him, he gets all

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[patty_bush]

Good luck with the speech.

[crashtestkitty]

thanks :) I wrote it out, and it made me feel better, but I'm wondering if I should even bother telling him or if I should just block his screenname and stop accepting his calls. What do you think?

:'(

[italyinprincess]

i can so relate to what you're going through.. it's so hard... just try to stay strong..i can't really give too much advice cause i'm still battling with myself to have control & not give in ...i'll always Love anthony.... i've just come to that conclusion.. what baffles me is ~ why? if i know he isn't for me.. he can't give me what i want & he is not a good boyfriend... so why do i still have feelings for him??
i think you are wondering the same things...
unfortunately, i can't help much, but if you need to talk, let me know.. try to keep busy...
don't feel bad... i lost a best friend & anthony... i really don't know what's worse :'(
in any event, hang in there...

Re: :'(

[crashtestkitty]

That is EXACTLY how I feel! It's so annoying. I wish I just hated him. It would make this much easier. Some days I do, but then other days I just really miss him. He's not a bad guy, just not a good boyfriend to ME because he doesn't have those feelings anymore. It just hurts I guess. Anyway, thanks, I'm doin my best to hang in there, you do the same!!