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Lord...
I feel like my head is in a damn vice. I have so many thoughts going on in it. I just wish that there was a switch I could turn off and quit thinking about things.
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Talked to my Grandmother yesterday for the first time in like 2 weeks. As she has not had a voice. She is over her Radiation treatments and is starting to get her strenth back. She has a little of her voice back but not too much. The Dr said it could never come fully back. She reminded me that this Sunday is "Home Coming" at the church so I am ( Read more... ) -
Why....
Lastnight Im at my friend Brents. Sign on to my pc and Yahoo Ins Msg. Well I was on checking my email and the guy that I cheated on William with IMed me. Asking how things were going and telling me about his new boy. He then goes on to tell me that he is going to be in town next week. He then went on to ask if I wanted to meet him for dinner. I ( Read more... ) -
Daytona...
So last Wednesday I got off from work and drove 6 hours to Daytona Beach to meet Brandon, Chasity, and Jerry. While I have talked to them since moving away it was really nice to see and hang out with them. I pushed them away 3 years ago because I was ashamed of myself. Now that they know about me, my life could not be better ( Read more... ) -
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So hopefully in about 12 hours I will be hitting Daytona Beach. My friends are already there. I really want William to go with me but he has to work. I really think that we both need a break from everything. We are going to Savannah in two weeks. I really cant wait for that trip...Then I have a surprise planned for him in September. -
I want to be in Tennessee...
My mom called me last night at 1030 to tell me that she was on her way to the hospital. My Grandmother has not been eating and she has been getting worse. So my Grandfather and Aunt took her to the ER, they were there until 4am. I just called to see how she was doing, my Grandfather is telling me what all they did and started to cry. I have never ( Read more... ) -
MMMMMM...
What is the best thing to see in the morning? When you first wake up. A guy that you love dressed up.
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Can I find any takers that would run over a fat bitch for me.
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Concerts...
Tuesday night I took William to see Butch Walker at the Variety Playhouse for his BDAY. We went out to eat after and had probably one of the best servers that we have ever had. I love his live shows he puts so much energy into them. He knows how to keep the crowd into his music ( Read more... ) -
DAMMITT
Woke up at 5am this morning. Got up and checked email, laid back down in the bed. Started crying, figured I would not go back to sleep so I went ahead and got ready for the day.