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Sitting in my car this morning waiting to walk into work. I just start sobbing. I dont know what hit me but am trying to fight it off now. -
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I guess all of the things going on in my life as of late has finally got me. I have been so full emotions for the last three months. With the breakup and the move and now the things going on with my grandmother. I am sitting here and the phone with William and trying not to cry. He came over Wednesday night and stayed with me as I did not want to ( Read more... ) -
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Was hoping to get to spend the night with someone again. But I will take the other night over anything. It just felt so good to have some one hold me. -
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So I am at work today knowing what it holds for me after 3pm. I told my mom not to call me until I was off of work. But I could not wait, so I called my mom and got her vm, called the house and my niece answered the phone so I just told her to tell my mom to call me. So at about 5pm I noticed I had a vm from my mom. I check it and its her crying on ( Read more... ) -
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So today my family finds out what if any cancer my grandmother has. I was misinformed last week. So today is wearing on my nerves really bad. Please keep my granny in your thoughts. Thanks ( Read more... ) -
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I wish it was 6pm, so I can go home. IM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -
Jason Mraz,,,
Tomorrow night I get to see my baby once again. We are going to the Tabernacle to see Jason Mraz. Im hoping that we have a good time. I really enjoy speding time with William. -
Can anything else...
Go wrong in my life? My mom just called to tell me that my grandmother has cancer. Not sure what kind, she had a test the week after I moved here and the results just got back. Thats not the news that I wanted to hear today. I am standing here at work fighting to hold the tears in, not doing to good of a job at it. I just want to be at home, by ( Read more... ) -
I feel alone...
I want someone that I cant have. Dont get me wrong I am thankful that I am making friends here. But I am the one that made the mistake. I am sorry for all that I caused him. I never want to put him through that again, or anyone else. I am not happy, it will take some time for that. It seems now that I have to put a front on for everybody, even when ( Read more... ) -
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I really hate myself today, I hate what I have done with my life. I hate that I hurt the one person that loved me. That is my everyday life now, that is all that I think about.