hello :) sorry about lashing out earlier. i was being a total bitch. but 2 pizza pockets and a pimp slap later i was out of it. i got to work and my coworkers were like "dude wtf is wrong with you, this is scary, you're too damn quiet!" and i just told em what i was tripping out on and long story short i was tripping over nothing. later on i'll let ( Read more... )

i only allow myself to bitch on this thing once and awhile so here it goes ( Read more... )

my parents are home now from visiting my sister in lompoc. i wasn't even as worried about them being gone as i thought i would be so that was cool. all i did was fucken work anyways. i felt bad cuz chino would just be at my house for 8-9 hours by himself. we hardly even hung out. on monday he worked till 10pm and so right after i picked him up i ( Read more... )

i was proud of myself today. a technician was asking my manager alicia how he can get a raise... and i responded, "you want a raise? bend over and i'll raise my foot up your ass" it was awesome. i love how i can talk shit to my technicians/co-workers. so today my parents left. now i know they got there safe i'm like "wooooohooo lets ( Read more... )

So I just found out that my parents are gonna be gone for 4 days... FOUR DAYS???? You would think I would be happy, but I'm not. I HATE being by myself... but of course I'm gonna have Chino here... but damn, that's a long time. I remember I used to beg my parents to leave me for days and they would say no cuz they don't trust me, so now all of a ( Read more... )

It's been a good couple of weeks. Last weekend I went to San Diego with Chino and met up with V, Theena, Saad, Jaime, Kyle, Michael, and Ron and we chilled out, played a drinking game then Saturday we went to Coronado beach and went boogie boarding that was so fun, but remember me saying how bad I wanted a tan? Well I got a tan all right. I'm still ( Read more... )

i'm leaving to san diego in 2 hours and i'm not packed, haven't washed my clothes, or taken a shower. although me and my mom went to target, wal-mart, and then k-mart so i can get some beach/sd gear. i got the most prettiest hot pink satin sheer comforter for my bed. my mom is the SHIT. i'll take a picture of it so you can see how awesome my bed ( Read more... )

Yayyyyyy I'm an aunt for the 6th time, my sister finally had a baby girl on Friday night. Her name is Izabella Elizabeth Araiza Gastelum. I told my sister from the get-go that I can't STAND the name Izabella but did she listen? No. I do not like that name. Some of you might know why, like Leanne. HAHA!! But no matter what I'll always love my neice ( Read more... )

i rarely free-type, but here it goes ( Read more... )

my songs of the day are:
trapt - echo
coheed & cambria - cuts marked in the march of men
yah i've heard em literally all day. woot woot
tonight i'm going to brawley and from there who knows. i just know i will be HOT cuz my eyebrows will be re-done and my hair will be straight and and and well i'm just hot lol i'm fuckin joking.

( ebay has me by the balls )