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[crayzeebeth]

to everyone and especially one person...i am just having one of my depressed nights...so just let me be sad and whatever....dont judge me

these are just how i feel....this seems to fit my life so well somehow...and i heard these lyrics before i knew them as lyrics...they were just words being said...

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't

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[iknow120]

i do have one question..... why is "hate me for all the things I didn't do for you" highlighted?
to me that makes it sound like i am leaving for things you have not done, when its more like i have to leave because you DO TO MUCH. im sure by now you have resolved the feelings that have inspired this entry and any comment i leave will cause the tirm oil to surface again but its something i feel must be cleared up.

even through your disguises i new you still felt this. i have tried to help you with the feelings that you have to go through, but im afraid there is nothing i can do to make it go away.

i wish i knew how to end this post. ideally it would end so beautifuly that your sorrows will be lifted and the feeling can only be compaired to the first sunlight after a storm. from this point on you will have no more agony over this situation and your mind and emotions will open up and allow you to find the person that could make you truley happy.

[crayzeebeth]

i highlighted the parts in blue because its what you told me...the things that i heard from you were blue...pink is me...and i still never understood why you would even say that...you gave me more than anyone has ever given me...a heart that could burst at any moment because it was so full and satisfied

[iknow120]

you have to quit..... or eventually i will make it so. i dont want to be mean about this but if you continue to fight all that lies in your path is pain. im trying to help, but i wont if you dont help yourself also.

soon you will see that there is life after death and when you allow your eyes to open a better person will be in your sights. i know this, and i have told this to you many times. its just hard for you to understand at this time, but do not fret, as i have mentioned it will get better.