well...i did it...i finished my semester alright. I think i did pretty well...i tried a lot harder this time around than before. I went to study groups and attended all of my classes pretty regularly...2 of the 3 i did every single time (go me) i'll let ya know when the grades come back how i actually did...but it feels good to have a month off ( Read more... )

Do you ever just sit there and listen to the same song over and over and over and over because at that moment you just cant stop? You just keep listening because it reminds you of something or someone and you just dont want to stop thinking when the song stops. It stirs up emotions and feelings and thoughts ( Read more... )

i always freaking overguestimate times...i wake up ass crack early today so i have plenty of time to work on a project for class...i got here about 10...its 10:38 right now and i already found all the info i need...all i have to do is organize it onto note cards...dammit i hate sitting aroudn forever. i dont have to meet up with my class mates ( Read more... )

okay so the next few journals will more than likely have something to do with jay...so if you dont care...just pass em up...

i may never get to kiss him again. i remember our last kiss out by his car, me in tears, and him packed up and ready to go. that may be our last kiss.

only time will tell

well it finally happened....jay left for arizona today.

i miss him already and he only left at noon.

i know its been over for a lil while now...but i still love him....a lot.

im crazy i know...but so is love

im not sure exactly where to start but there has been so much going on lately. there is problems with everything and i feel like it is just circling around me and i can do nothing to help or anything about it ( Read more... )

Okay so im doing my first run at jay's mom's house with the first sleepover of the year. I have currently 5 kids running around making little kid screechy noises. and they are staying allllll niiiiight loooong. am i gonna stay here all night? not if i can help it. but im lasting so far. everyone pray for me...i think a hemerage in my brain ( Read more... )

Alright so i finished my test for my last class early and decided to head up to the computer lab to just wait for my next class. well basically i wanted to know when i had to schedule for classes again so i got on cardinal direct and was looking around at what classes will be offered, when they are offered, all that good stuff. then i thought " ( Read more... )

one more funny thing i was thinking about. i was walking from my the library and there were 2 guys out playing football...i heard the kick of the ball and i generally tend to flinch or look to see where it goes. i have good reasoning behind this ( Read more... )

okay so i was up til like 2 am last night working on my spanish homework...i didnt even get it finished. I went to bed gratefully and set the alarm to wake me up at around 8...did i wake up? NO..i woke up at 10 and got my ass out of bed and started to finish up my spanish...still didnt finish and i decided id have to skip my first class in order ( Read more... )