offically one month..i miss everything about him.

Not many people have this name, or read this for that matter, but i'm going to need to take up some new hobbies to deal with James gone. My boyfriend left for the Navy last night and offically started bootcamp about an hour ago. He called me not too long ago to say that he won't be able to call me for a decent amount of time. I've been crying on ( Read more... )

Look what you do to me ( Read more... )

The realization came to me at 5 am ( Read more... )

I don't really know what in particular is wrong with me, but i know there is something. I have come to the conclusion that happiness is going to be the hardest thing for me to achieve in life. For two reasons. One, because when something finally comes along and makes me sincerely happy, they leave for one reason or another. (such as; something ( Read more... )

Most of you don't read this, for whatever reasons, not caring, i'm not important, or you just don't. But, this week has been awful for me. I feel like the two main sources of my happiness has just been ripped away from me. I don't know if I can handle much more of this, I feel rock bottom approaching because I haven't been this scared of my ( Read more... )

that there is a possibility i may start updating livejournal again, because it's summer and i have more time on my hands, haha. so...let's see this week. goodcharlotte, lastweek, and now goodcharlotte again..and on friday my adam is back! :) umm...yes i better get some comments on this joint because i said so. biiiiiiii tch. oh btw wish me goodluck ( Read more... )

Jenny i love you.
If you need to talk or anything in general you know where to find me.
<3

So, over the past few weeks i've been realizing a lot about myself and my way of thinking. I mean with relationships, i'm simply scared to get involved. I've had two guys straight out tell me they have feelings for me and want to pursue them, and I thought that's what I wanted too, until it became down to that. I'm happier just flirting and ( Read more... )

I think i might start updating again, but you all people better freakin' comment. Anyway, Jen, Mikey, and i saw Cabrera on tuesday. Fucking amazing. To be honest, waiting before hand was the best. Hah, i had so much fun like just being an ass. Jen told off some 11 year old girls singing Pieces Of Me, hah. I taught you well. Then i sang ( Read more... )