muhhh life is good i guess but i'm incapable of sleeping alone. blahh.

i fucking love my jobs. working 14 hours every day is actually pretty tolerable since i (1) love doing neurological research all morning and (2) love being an activist all night! i feel like myself again. i can't escape it. oh wells. the people i work with are awesome and amazing and i love hanging out with them after work. bonus points: my trainer ( Read more... )

i am SO FUCKING LONELY. it sucks, and it's so bad, and i hate it, i'm so lonely.
and i really miss my dad. a lot. i might move to boston after this summer. because i love my pops and yeah, i just really love my dad.
i'm loooonely and this summer sucks.

but i try to keep my head up because i know my life is perfect and i don't want to whine.

womp!

my parents forgot to tell me they're getting legally divorced. and i'm not that upset about it, i guess, because i guess i knew it was coming. but i wish one person just one person told me its ok to be sad

i'm exhausted. this week is the housing lottery. i am registered to live with jhane, amir, and duncan, three kids i've lived with for the past two semesters and even though we all have our own friends, the four of us are pretty much inseparable. and we live together well. we're still going to try to get into an 8 person mod (mods are on-campus ( Read more... )

klonopin/ritalin/adderal/alcohol, when do i sleep?

that answer is never. i tried to today and i slept a total of 15 minutes of the worst most horrifying lucid nightmares of my life.

my friends here are too pretty. even my comedic relief doesn't make me feel okay.

my mom has been traveling a lot, is mostly vegan now, works out/yogas/kayaks/kayakyogas (not kidding) more than ever, always looks super tan and happy and healthy ( Read more... )

zac dropped out. that's evan, ethan, and zac. three next door neighbors dropped out! I AM CURSED

blegh. i feel shitty. it's finally snowing here. me and roger went to hospital hill today and used a smirnoff box as a sled and a dominos box to snowboard. a drunk guy told us that we were his heros ( Read more... )

classes on tues and thurs only. bama-style. it's hell but it works. work midnight to 5 am at dominos on friday and saturday. it's hell but it works. i miss parties already ( Read more... )